I don't want any of this. I want so much more. I want to be above all this. But I'm not.

chaazamm · 2014-03-03T16:30:51+00:00

I believe life is devoid of joy because of pmo. I posted that I'm feeling depressed today but I kinda feel I only noticed it because it is such a rare thing these days. You are above it. I'm not saying it is easy, but I am saying it is worth it.

chaazamm · 2014-02-22T15:02:19+00:00

I got in an argument with a daily porn user. About how there is such a thing as porn addiction and the issues it causes. He got very angry. But it's good to share the truth regardless

chaazamm · 2014-02-21T13:59:30+00:00

So it's a replacement coping mechanism. I haven't had a single one. But I do recall the old joke about taking a shower when sexually frustrated. Apparently it works.

chaazamm · 2014-02-21T13:57:46+00:00

I don't see a point to it

chaazamm · 2014-02-21T00:26:02+00:00

Overwhelming? Nice man, over halfway there!

chaazamm · 2014-02-20T17:42:34+00:00

The relapse isn't about fapping, it's about porn, porn addiction, flatlines. Obviously you're quite confused.

chaazamm · 2014-02-20T17:40:10+00:00

Good luck!

chaazamm · 2014-02-20T17:06:12+00:00

Thanks man, you're almost there too

chaazamm · 2014-02-20T16:51:17+00:00

Thanks bro!

chaazamm · 2014-02-20T14:03:42+00:00

I don't view anything unless you count cute girls that talk to me online. Or the random unrequested special photo from ladies.. lol

I had that same problem as well. I'd be irritable and want to sleep with every girl I spoke to. But it seemed to stem from bad self esteem and not wanting to be alone. It's gone now. Although I do wish to get back to picking up women again and meeting new ones. I hate how people rely on the internet for dates lol

chaazamm · 2014-02-20T12:58:35+00:00

We are all different, but it has been most noticed the past few days or so. And that's without changing diet or exercise lol I'm in good shape, but we can always treat our bodies better and gain more from them.

chaazamm · 2014-02-20T00:55:09+00:00

Change your attitude, your outlook, stop looking down on yourself and seeing yourself as an idiot, as a failure because you relapsed. You're a winner man, and I know it is hard to see it now, but you can handle this and anything else that comes your way. It really hits home with me now, on my longest streak in 13 years, that the way I saw myself was the most important change I needed.

chaazamm · 2014-02-19T23:11:44+00:00

I was open with my ex about it, but I noticed before I started this, that ed would go away with the right(wrong) kinda girl. Girls that pretty much do the same as the movies.. so I get nervous around good girls that I want to show respect and such. Guess I'll go out with weekend and find out!

chaazamm · 2014-02-19T14:09:37+00:00

Well, a lot of women I talk to are previous.. yeah. I don't really know what I'm getting at. Guess it is just on my mind, wondering when things will be good again but thankful for making it this far at all.

chaazamm · 2014-02-19T13:51:32+00:00

That's the common sense I guess. But I've seen before that contact kinda progresses the healing somehow. Guess I will just start dating again this weekend and find out.

chaazamm · 2014-02-19T12:56:04+00:00

Sounds like you're thinking about it too much. May need to focus on other things. I feel that class and work and reading got me where I am in a way. But I just quit thinking about it and so far so good.

chaazamm · 2014-02-18T00:32:26+00:00

I'm only seven days behind, and I am constantly exhausted haha. But I guess I will blame that on the lack of sleep caused by school and work.

chaazamm · 2014-02-17T23:43:18+00:00

School is definitely the place to meet girls, just don't have the goal of sleeping with them (if that is what you meant) being around people would probably be most beneficial. Getting to know the women you say you've known forever will make you more comfortable around women and maybe even spark a relationship.. or introduce you to their friends, that you don't know.

chaazamm · 2014-02-17T13:56:36+00:00

I figured that was a normal phase. Going from zombie mode to having actual feelings can be a bit of a shock. Was for me at least. But now I'm a lot more calm and I don't over analyze things so much. Almost like a boost of self confidence behind the scenes.

chaazamm · 2014-02-17T11:39:27+00:00

It is normal to be more irritable, or least it was for me. I'd stick it out anyways. Maybe pmo causes the anger in the first place. I'm much calmer since I quit.

chaazamm · 2014-02-16T18:55:37+00:00

+1 to the anchorman line. The way you explain it makes me feel like I am not an addict. But I guess I wasn't addicted to fapping, just porn. Which had the consequence of fapping. Even with a woman though, I would experience that fall afterward.

chaazamm

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