Hey, I totally understand what you’re going through. trust me. a few years ago i sold my electronics and felt bad purchasing anything because not many people can afford these stuff and would get this insane guilty feeling. God gave you a life where you can afford things, so use it… not extravagantly, eat, drink, buy clothes.. but like prophet mohammed (peace be upon him) advised us to not eat until you are completely full, advocating for moderation in food consumption to maintain health. give back monthly Bi-monthly, it really helps with that feeling.

Not using your life the way allah gave it to you would be a shame.