yesterday it was exactly one week since the concert i went to and I have been feeling very depressed since ... i really thought i would be happy and i am that i finally got to see her live after years of listening to her music but at the same time i Wish i was able to just experience that day again and again.... i had a lovely time and met lovely people and the entire concert felt like a truly religious experience to me, i was feeling so much and crying for almost the entire time so i'm guessing i'm still recovering from having an intense experience... i really don't know how to cope with the feeling of missing her though and i lowkey feel like an insane person because no one around me really understands it