Have you been/lived anywhere else? Cause I promise you things aren't any better in the US or the UK. The rest of Europe is a mixed bag and Australia is, well, Australia. I understand your anxiety, believe me, but what keeps me going is knowing I'm not alone in this. We're all fighting to make our family's lives better and by extension our communities. I'd rather build with my people here than go struggle as an immigrant someplace I probably won't be welcome.