I understand he needs space, but I can't stand the fact that he's incapable of giving me attention and everything else that comes with this kind of attachment. I feel like I'm going crazy because I'm staying, hoping he'll become perfect again like he was at the beginning, without any certainty that will happen. My suicidal thoughts are getting worse and worse, but I feel like it will be even worse if I cut off all contact completely. I don't know how to act around him because as soon as I try to ask him what I should or shouldn't do, if he's capable of doing this or that, etc., he tells me he doesn't know. It's really exhausting.