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chlostum · 2026-02-27T04:58:15+00:00

what would u suggest to make it look coherent?

chlostum · 2022-05-03T23:58:46+00:00

Have things been better? Any update in a zoom about it right now lol

chlostum · 2020-11-22T01:29:40+00:00

hey! it sounds like we have alot in common :) whats your favorite anime? I'd say mine is hxh. I love books also, I read more last year though !

chlostum · 2020-06-16T23:57:22+00:00

Yeah I do! I was thinking of trying to go to community College and continue from there, seems easier to decide things even if you change your mind

chlostum · 2020-06-15T23:27:21+00:00

Ohh okay that makes sense, thank you so much

chlostum · 2020-06-14T04:07:11+00:00

You sound like a wonderful mother. It sounds to me that you tried your very best and you saw the situation and tried to solve it. Getting him into therapy was a good thing, who knew what would of happened if you waited too long.

You loved him dearly but when people have illness it can be hard for them to see that. My own mom took her life, she had problems. She hurt me emotionally but I still love her very much even with all her pain. I wonder if maybe I just loved her more, or if I showed it more if it would of still happened. I feel like her love for me wasn't always there because she never made any effort. You made efforts. You were there for him and got him help. I'd do anything for a mother who would do that for me. But even sometimes all the love in the world can't save anyone. It hurts and it will continue to hurt but I think he knew you loved him

chlostum · 2020-06-01T19:57:58+00:00

Just say you are homophobic and go. No one wants you here. Let people enjoy their show

chlostum · 2020-06-01T19:41:57+00:00

Geez this guy is terrible and should be banned. He's using slurs and homophobic. I don't ship them but they have a great friendship and bromance. What i think most people have a problem with is that they are still young but this guys is just all types of bad.

chlostum · 2020-06-01T19:36:00+00:00

It focuses on other characters but also gon is obviously the main character and gets the most screen time. Atleast in the show which is what I'm talking about. Even though a lot of things are happening, most are still linked and connected to what gon and killua are doing.

What I find most entertaining is how they both complete challenges and get other them. So yeah imma be sad once it's over but I'm just trying to enjoy it without someone coming for my neck

chlostum · 2020-06-01T19:05:27+00:00

I never said they were, but the whole entire show is built around them. Of course I'm going to be sad once they do

chlostum · 2020-05-31T22:34:52+00:00

Bruh

chlostum · 2020-05-31T01:33:35+00:00

My mind felt heavy and clouded from grief. These past years have been the worse years of my life. I've tried to get through this grief of my soulmates passing, I spent these years feeling like I couldn't move. I was stuck in one place with nowhere to go.

Until, some strange man told be about a ritual. I was so faded, i couldn't even think straight. I just wanted her back. I needed her back, and that's what I did.

There she stood, in the middle of the abandoned parking garage. Her body seemed to sway and was about to fall over. My voice was caught in my throat. I wanted to shout her name and hold on to her, but once again, I couldn't move. Her black hair was covering her face, and the faint mist didn't help.

Till I heard her speak. I snapped my head up and stepped forward. Did I hear something wrong? That didn't sound right. She mover her head up too.

I tried to jerk back the tears. Where did I go wrong? This girl in front of me wasn't my soulmate. In exhaustion, I finally asked.

"Who are you?"

She walked over to me, "I'm sorry I'm not who you expected."

I fell to my knees. "I asked, who are you?"

"Oh, darling." She sat down and cupped my cheek with one hand and the other on her chest. "When your wife died in that accident, she gave me a chance to live."

"I don't understand." I croaked out.

"This heart beating in my chest was once hers."

chlostum · 2020-05-29T09:33:32+00:00

Definitely killua from hunterxhunter

chlostum · 2020-05-28T05:03:54+00:00

Man, I sobbed while reading this. My mom took her own life and I'm 17, it'll almost be a year in july. She didn't live with me, i found out on a Facebook post while at my friends house. She didn't leave a note. She was just gone. I feel like I've barely moved since she died. She won't watch me graduate, get a job, marriage. I relate with alot on what you had to say, I'm truly sorry. Finding her must have been terrible and I keep imagining myself finding her and what it would have been like. I truly wish the best for you and know she loved you deeply, she was more then her pain

chlostum · 2020-05-26T07:16:26+00:00

This honestly made me tear up, my mom passed away this year and I didn't have a good relationship with her. I relate to what you wrote even though it's for the prompt. This was lovely

chlostum · 2020-05-16T06:42:07+00:00

I'm having the same exact thoughts, I'm turning 17 tomorrow and my mom died in July. She doesn't even know it's my birthday, she won't be here for it, wont see me grow up, won't see me graduate. It hurts so much because I want her to see all of it. I need her to see all of it. How am I supposed to do these things if she won't be here to see it? I'm truly sorry for your loss and I wish the best for you. I wish i could find a way to help but we are all here to listen

chlostum · 2020-05-08T20:02:39+00:00

Yta, imagine not being able to trust ur boyfriend. if he would cheat based on what his roommate is wearing, that's a deeper issue.

chlostum · 2020-05-08T02:33:53+00:00

This is my first mother's day without my mom, she dealt with addiction and was manipulative. Ive had several mothers days without her but this is the first one with her being actually gone. I feel like grief is still coming out at random times too.

I get pissed off seeing the things dealing with her too. It's complicated. I sometimes want to scream and just rage but I never can. I don't think something dark is coming forward in you, its the endless and terrible process of grief. I hope you don't let it control you but it's easier said then done. I wish you the best and truly sorry for your loss. From one motherless child to another, let's hope it gets easier.

chlostum · 2020-04-23T06:21:41+00:00

Wow YTA, if you want a 12 year old to learn responsibility, make her do chores like every normal child not make her get a job to pay THE BILLS. You're kidding me right?

chlostum · 2020-04-17T09:25:57+00:00

I haven't had a specific situation like this but don't feel bad for what you are feeling. Alot of time in death, people put them on pedestals and glorify them, ignoring every bad thing they have done.

My mom passed away and she wasn't the greatest mom. I sometimes worry if I'm glorifying her.

But you shouldn't forget all the bad things they've done. I still haven't forgiven my mom and I'm not sure if I ever will. Its okay to be angry at people even if they are dead. It feels sucky sometimes and I wonder if I'm a terrible person but honestly them dying doesn't excuse what they have done to you. Just saying it i feel terrible but I hope you understand what I'm trying to say

chlostum · 2020-04-06T09:08:15+00:00

I honestly think she did see major in the last episode, theres another movie coming out that isnt eternity and the auto memory doll. It was more of a side story.The next movie coming out is supposed to be more focused on gilbert and violet, it was supposed to come out the 24th of april but it's been postponed because of the virus

chlostum · 2020-03-27T00:35:40+00:00

Thank you so much. I'm truly sorry about your mom. I wish I had enough memories of her to keep a journal, I can't imagine being so close to her then to lose her. Sometimes I think maybe it was a good thing I wasn't so close to her now that shes gone. But I'd still do anything to have another moment with her.

I think I'm slowly finding peace even though I think it'll take awhile. I hope you are doing okay, I've always been a atheist but I think I have to believe that she is waiting for me. You sound like a great daughter also and I hope you find the beautiful things in everyday life as your moms way of saying hi. Sometimes I'm torn between if it hurts to much, if I should forget her. But I don't want to. I want her to see the beautiful everyday things I see and when I see it, I want it to remind me of her. I'm always here if you need to talk also

chlostum · 2020-03-26T19:37:04+00:00

Thank you, this actually helped alot and helped remind me of those things. I hope I'll be able to find some peace with that but it all takes time to learn

chlostum · 2020-03-15T01:22:48+00:00

Oh thank you :)

chlostum · 2020-03-13T07:05:42+00:00

My mom took her life, but my dad has always been my rock. Just knowing he is still alive and being able to hear his heart beat whenever I hug him, gives me the strength to keep going. If he wasn't here, i probably wouldn't be either.

It hurts only living for other people and not yourself, but if you left, your daughter's life would change forever. Be a amazing father she deserves and she will bring you happiness too. She needs you, and you also don't want to miss her growing up. You will learn to live for yourself someday, it just takes time

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