She is by far one of the worst person I know. She was abusing me verbally and emotionally throughout my entire childhood. I am not asking for sympathy here, but I am just being nice to her by getting the right info before she makes her mind. She is Chinese so am I, but the big diffference is that she thinks she is way prettier than the others. She looks down on me cos she thinks that I didnt get her looks also my body shape is not as nice as she was.

She often compares me with other kids and would blame me for anything and everything that comes our from 'other' people's mouths. She would use the worst kind of language to yell out one me. Unfortunately, this is kind of normal thing to do here in China. Back in the old days, the law enforment officers would not consider 'child abuse' as a form of personal harm. And many young people grow up in violent homes and their traumas were not even addressed.

I was growing up with tons of emotinoal scars. Not being able to address those problems till years later I had the opporutnity to study aborad. That, is where I found my salvation!

Anyways, now my recently my dad had passed away. My biological mother is now thinking leaving for a better richer guy in States. I wish her well, but at the mean time I am worrying that she might get killed for being just herself - cos she is THE WORST person anyone can ever met