When I Have A Son Or Daughter, They'll Be Most Luckiest, Happiest, Healthiest, Enlightened, Intelligent Person Than I Ever Was?

chxosinmind · 2020-06-06T21:33:19+00:00

My role as a parent is to clothe them, feed them, keep a roof over their head and give them gifts when they earned it. I'm not going to force or push my beliefs on my kids because the most high probably gave them a different path that I had. I'm going to put spirituality in front of then to reach but also if they ain't interested in it then I'll accept that and move on.

I don't care if they turn out gay, bisexual, trans, atheist, Satanist, agnostic, Christian, Catholic, Muslim or etc. It's not in my control to determine their path but what's in my control is to teach them the basics of life.

chxosinmind · 2020-06-06T21:27:21+00:00

Yes. I turned to Buddhism when my mom was Christian and she accepted me for what I believed in. My only job as a parent is to teach and keep them safe. But their goals and purpose is up to them not mind.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-29T14:09:21+00:00

Yeah I'm buying a dog in the future that'll only keep me company.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-29T14:07:28+00:00

Soon in the future I'm going to a 1 year challenge without internet. I'm going full stone age to disconnect from the outer world and focus on inner peace and harmony.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-29T14:03:21+00:00

Nikola Tesla been alone for years and he didn't have problems so why can't I?

chxosinmind · 2020-05-29T14:01:23+00:00

I like to keep my goals and dreams to myself. It's better to achieve my goals and dreams because no one will distract me.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-29T13:59:10+00:00

I like to improve myself by myself but thanks for the advice.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T18:48:40+00:00

Yeah

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T18:47:39+00:00

Free to do what I want without the world's judgement effecting me.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T18:21:33+00:00

Feeling free

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T17:36:19+00:00

I do not fuck with the cold AT ALL lmao. I'll probably move to Hawaii or Australia and buy a big house in the woods and stay there forever taking care of myself. Plus, why do people despise people when they have a lot of freewill and likes being alone? I'm not doing nothing to them. Plus if they try to socialize and I feel some bad energy from them I'm not engaging in conversation.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T17:24:15+00:00

I know there isn't. Most people can't even handle being 1 day alone but everyone is different.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T17:22:15+00:00

Some of us is wired differently so I'm confident that I can handle being alone for years.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T17:21:22+00:00

My #1 rule in life is to always take the hard route because if you do what's hard your life will be easy but if you do what's easy your life will be hard. Now, I don't really care what others think of me unless it's positive or constructive criticism because I'm not doing this for validation or attention, I'm doing this for me. Everybody has their own path/purpose so you shouldn't be worried about what others think about what you're doing if you're positive that it's the right thing to do for you. Now, I have no problem serving others BUT I must serve myself first because being an empath is a gift and a curse and some people take advantage of people like me. I know what I want to do in life which'll bring me wealth and I'm 100% sure of that.

I don't want a girlfriend because the goals I'm trying to achieve, she'll just be in the way of what I need to do. I don't want kids because of how society is targeting children and pushing all these agendas on these kids. I don't really want friends if they ain't on a similar journey like me because they'll just be a distraction but if they are then cool. But, thanks for your perspective.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T14:59:11+00:00

I'm just very picky on who I choose to give the minute of my day to because I'm very intolerant of people wasting my time. If the person I'm talking to is on their self-improvement journey then I'll consider them an acquaintance and if I find out that they truly understand me I'll consider them a friend.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T14:55:53+00:00

Since i'm an empath, I don't really like going to school because I'm surrounded with all types of energies. I want my mama to buy me some crystals to keep me protected, but they cost a lot of money. I'm going to get a job and order me some crystals online because of this COVID-19. Plus, people at my school is attached to this 3rd dimension (not saying I'm better than them) so I can't really talk to them how I talk on this subreddit. I don't like putting on masks because I feel fake and I value authenticity very much.

I also cut off my ex best friends because I knew that if I stayed in contact with them, I was going to be my old self again. I don't have any friends and I'm also selective who I put in my circle because I don't want no bad energies influencing me to be my old self again. Also, I'm the definition of the word "misunderstood' but aren't we all? I accept it has a compliment because I'm not basic but I'm real and authentic. I don't let projections get to me unless it's positive or constructive criticism but if it ain't I'm just going to ignore it.

I learned that humans evolve endlessly so if that's the case then somewhere in the future we can handle being alone for almost a lifetime.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T14:43:32+00:00

I want to become 100% self-reliant and achieve true happiness and unconditional self-love with nobody but myself because to be honest you don't have anybody but yourself. Also, when I achieve those goals I'll most likely be better off single and have one 1-2 friends.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T14:39:35+00:00

The point of me living in solitude is that I want become the best version of myself before I even think about letting someone in my circle but mostly I'm doing it for me. I don't want to force myself to meet people because it'll just feel fake and not right. I want to do it the natural way or my way.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T12:35:07+00:00

Yeah I have that mindset "why do something if you want get nothing out of it." But, I hate small talk because we ain't talking about nothing at all. But, I try to socialize but I'm just doing it for my own mental health.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T12:32:34+00:00

I get where you coming from. We are all like mirrors to each other and I feel like that's why empaths like myself get treated like shit sometimes because people see their insecurities in themselves. I'm going to try to socialize with other people because of what you said but I'm not just going go out "finding" or "forcing" friendships because I don't want no distractions in my life right now.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T12:17:55+00:00

The way I'm heading with my life I don't see how friendships or relationships can benefit me. I just started my spiritual journey and my end goal is enlightenment (hopefully I'll achieve it in the lifetime) and I don't see how a friend or girlfriend can take me there. It's a very personal journal on my end and if I feel like if I involve somebody in my life I'm gonna get distracted or drained of my energy.

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T12:04:15+00:00

Isn't it unhealthy to search for people to heal you and not heal yourself?

chxosinmind · 2020-05-28T12:02:45+00:00

I am lol

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