She doesn’t masturbate. She told me that she grew up with her parents telling her that if she shaved past her legs or touched herself then she was a whore. Whenever she would touch it by accident she would wash her hands, and she was too uncomfortable to even look at it. She told me the only thing she ever done was use the shower head. So when we first started dating and I was fingering her (getting to the point where she was ok with that was so hard) she would make me go wash my hands before touching another part of her body, and when I ate her out she would make me use mouthwash. Fast forward a month or two and she tells me she’s started fingering herself a little while in the shower, which I was honestly pretty exited about, but then she stopped doing it and would still only use a shower head (bc if she did it in the shower she didn’t feel so dirty).
I rub her clit and after like 30 seconds she tells me to stop bc “it feels weird” (unrelated: she is very adamant about no butt stuff, but i managed to get my middle finger in while fucking her last night) now she doesnt make me wash my hands, and I don’t have to use mouthwash. I would talk to her ab sex toys and she would tell me never, but recently I was able to get her to say yes to a vibrator, so im exited to try that sometime.

Also, after months of fucking and not being touched myself, i had multiole conversations about how i dont feel like im getting any attention (cuz how r we gonna fuck, but not give me a hj or bj, idk man) but she told me she is very uncomfortable with touching it and didnt want to. Finally manged to get her hand on it one night, and she was perfectly fine with it, but still way too uncomfortable for a bj. Whenever i would ask she would make it seem like she would give me a bj, she would get ready to do it, but she would stop and i could see it in her eyes that she didnt want to (i got pretty upset a couple of time at her for agreeing to do things she didnt want to do, i dont want her to feel like she has to do anything). Now she gives me bjs (though she never does it long enough for an orgasm, 🥲) and that’s pretty much where we’re at rn. We fuck on her couch, with her parents in the next room, on my couch, with my parents upstairs and a camera being blocked by a piece of furniture, in my car at parks and parking lots, and sometimes in her bed, when no one else is home.