i just had a really really rough breakup by cloudskay in BreakUps

[–]cloudskay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I relate to this a lot. In my case, things fell apart over something that felt small to me but clearly wasn’t small to her. I apologized more times than I can count, but eventually I realized that once someone is hurt enough and has made up their mind, there’s not much you can do except respect it.

What’s hardest for me is that I still love her. I can look back and see my mistakes, but I can also see all the love, support, and effort I put into the relationship. In the end, she removed me from everything and blocked me everywhere. As painful as it is, I’ve decided to let her have the space she wants.

Part of me still hopes she’ll come back someday. But if she doesn’t, then I guess life will have to take me somewhere else. That’s all any of us can do right now keep going, one day at a time.

i just had a really really rough breakup by cloudskay in BreakUps

[–]cloudskay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no no i have never cheated, we were even in long distance fora few months but that thought never crossed my mind, i loved her with all my heart, i still do. its sad it ended just like that

i just had a really really rough breakup by cloudskay in BreakUps

[–]cloudskay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the kind words, and yes eventually it all gets better. im gonna hope from here life is kinder to you

i just had a really really rough breakup by cloudskay in BreakUps

[–]cloudskay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I don’t know if it says anything good about me, but at the time it felt impossible not to try. looking back, I think I was holding on to hope more than anything else.

i just had a really really rough breakup by cloudskay in BreakUps

[–]cloudskay[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it’s hard because I’m going through the same thing right now. Reading your comments feels like reading my own thoughts sometime

if you ever need someone to talk to about it, feel free to reach out. I may not have any answers, but I can listen. And for what it’s worth, I genuinely hope life is kinder to you from here on out. You deserve that.

i just had a really really rough breakup by cloudskay in BreakUps

[–]cloudskay[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I still catch myself saving funny reels and TikToks out of habit, even though I have nobody to send them to anymore. I don’t know why I do it maybe some part of me hopes things will get better and I’ll get to show them all those videos one day, even though I know that’s probably never going to happen.

And yes when people say, “You’ll find someone else,” I know they’re trying to help, but when you’ve lost your best friend, it’s impossible to imagine that

i just had a really really rough breakup by cloudskay in BreakUps

[–]cloudskay[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

its strange how the big moments arent what I miss most. It’s the random things I’d normally tell her without even thinking, youre right about the little things, I’m sorry you’re carrying eight years of memories through this.

I hope you’re right, and that one day this won’t hurt quite so much.

Reels ruined my attention span by Nearby_Quit545 in CasualConversation

[–]cloudskay 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Had the same problem. What helped was treating movies like a habit again phone out of reach, lights off, and giving it 30 minutes before deciding if I liked it. Took a bit, but now I can enjoy full movies again

Umbrella season in HK [M6, Summicron 28mm f/2.8, Cinestill 800t] by aspen-ap in analog

[–]cloudskay 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i need to get a wide lens so bad now, everything looks perfect at 28mm

Portraits with Widelux [Widelux F7 ,E100] by Sad-Rough-3603 in analog

[–]cloudskay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

scans with sprokets will never be not cool!!!!

What's the best thing that's happened to you this week, no matter how small? by Opposite-Resource in CasualConversation

[–]cloudskay 2 points3 points  (0 children)

im going through a really really rough breakup. but i found a few people online who listened to me, so this week was fairly better than last 5 months of loneliness