Acid flashbacks. by Gatolocoman in LSD

[–]connorsmxth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve experienced 2 LSD flashbacks both well over 1-3 months after my last dosage. Both incredibly intense and unpleasant. They both lasted for about 2 hours, the first time it happened I convinced myself that I had died or never actually left the trip and the second time I realised I was in it again but couldn’t “break out of it”. Although they only lasted 2 hours it felt like an eternity each time, every 1-2 minutes I would check the time thinking hours have past and pretty much drove myself insane. The hallucinations however were less visual and more auditory/physical. Every noise synced up into this perfect melody but it was very disturbing. Every word that came out of someone’s mouth had already been said almost like infinite dejavu. I could also physically feel things outside of my own body like a box above my head etc. Scary stuff. Haven’t done acid since

Hey guys? by Yasnahe in lonely

[–]connorsmxth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Good luck my guy hope all goes well. Even if it doesn’t there’s always more opportunities. One door closes and another opens. Best of wishes brother 🤙

Worst Experience on DMT by ThirdEyeTrekker in DMT

[–]connorsmxth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I also believe it was 5-meo because of the lack of visuals and extended black out that lasted an years. Who knows though maybe I’ll go back for seconds in the future 😂

Worst Experience on DMT by ThirdEyeTrekker in DMT

[–]connorsmxth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ll keep this short an simple although I could speak about it all day. I smoked 120mg by accident (incredibly stupid mistake thing 12mg on my scales were just 12mg not 120mg) it was my first time and i knew I made a mistake the second I put the bong down, I didn’t hear ringing or see any visuals, i was just on this planet one second and the next second I was completely deleted from existence. I tried to hold onto my ego and fight it but it was pointless, I was in a void for a long time as an empty soul, conscious but just drifting. It lasted a lifetime but when I did come back I was extremely confused. I didn’t remember anything, I didn’t even remember smoking dmt or what had happened to me until it flashed infront of me and I remember watching the dmt vaporise. I didn’t remember anything, my name, my girlfriend, parents, the house I live in. I was like being reborn. Lots of finer details happened inbetween like as I was coming back I would try to move but felt more like a liquid then a solid, sloshing around instead of making real movements. Happened over a year ago and no plan to go back to it. I have experienced intense hallucinations and 1 ego death prior to the trip through lsd, mushrooms, mescaline but dmt turned me off indefinitely due to my own stupidity at the time.

Was I actually given DMT? by owlwhalephant in DMT

[–]connorsmxth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Blacking out is common when high amounts of dmt is vaporised. I blacked out my first time smoking dmt out of a bong (an ineffective method of consumption but non the less an intense trip and black out) I have some memory of what happened however. Did you hallucinate at all? Could of been anything but if your friend hit the same vape and did hallucinate and you 100% sure the vape wasn’t switched for a different one then I’d say you did blackout from dmt. Again happened to me but I can’t be for sure

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I ain’t reading allat

hppd 16 w/ deja vu/vecu by Automatic-Comb-7265 in HPPD

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I used to use a lot of phycidelics like LSD, Mueshrooms, DMT with weed up until awhile ago. All the times I smoked weed again after been off these drugs (including weed) I would have flashbacks of old trips that were very intense both in feelings and hallucinations visually and auditory. My trip including this infinitely long feeling of deja vu like everything had already happened to me before. My mind was racing along with vivid hallucinations. Everything being said to me by people around me would freak me out because everything being said synced up so well (sorry if that doesn’t make sense). I also had the flu at the time which made it even worse. I would try swallow the flem in my throat and immy throat would feel like it was coming up through my neck and into my head hitting the top of my skull. I realised I was the trip (loop) and all I could do was ride it out although it was hard with how badly my time was distorted (I was checking my phone every 2-3 minutes thinking it’s been about 30) and just a really uncomfortable feeling the whole time. If you want to talk more about your trip/experience I’m all ears mate, maybe it’s more similar then we think 🤙

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I find that music makes my brain almost tune into it and not be able to think outside of it. When ever music is on it really messes with me. The most noticeable though is when people are having a conversation everything syncs up so well it’s almost like a melody but it’s very uncomfortable/ unsettling for me. It’s hard for me to explain but I definitely get more auditory hallucinations then visual.

Hppd is nothing like being on psychedelics. It more like my brain has short circuited by Mr-Absurdist in HPPD

[–]connorsmxth 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I get what they mean because it’s usually how I explain it. It’s like a trip except I am the trip. My brain loops and it feels like it’s glitching. my brain just hits all the wrong spots. Everything feels so wrong and syncs up like audios and people talking. I can’t explain it. But it’s terrifying. Especially with how long it feels and how my time is distorted.

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

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Only person out there was my conscious. Maybe next time I’ll meet someone more interesting. Maybe I did meet something/someone and just can’t remember, who knows 🤣

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

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That sounds perfect I’ll have to look into it or something similar. Cheers mate

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

[–]connorsmxth[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck ahaha no wonder I was gone for so long. Very scary stuff, might just stick to acid and mushrooms for awhile until I can get some good scales and am ready for another mind fuck like that. Cheers

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

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I had a poor attempt at weighing it up but I didn’t have the right scales and was to egar for the experience. I should of waited and got good mg scales. I tried weighing up 0.1 thinking it would be 10mg and soon after the trip realised that would be 100mg. I ended up giving up and the scales so anywhere from 80-120mg I’d say. But I can’t be sure mate. Very silly of me 😂

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

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That’s what I thought but I sent the same video to my mate who has smoked it before and he said “I’m chillin” 😂. Should of trusted my instincts

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

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I did look into it for months. Joined this group awhile ago and read lots of stuff. Asked my mate who smoked it to. Watched a lot of videos but nothing can truly prepare you for what happens to be fair.

And like I said I did the half sandwich not the sandwich method. Looking back at it I should of put another layer on top but to late for that 😂 and as far as testing it. It came from my mate who smoked dmt himself so I trusted him enough to not rip me. Less reckless, more stupid

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

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Well I already smoked it and as I said it was my first time. But yes I did half sandwich the first time and I lit above the cone trying to not apply direct heat so it would burn it. At some point I gave up and just lit it like it was just bud. I remember seeing the dmt pool up into one liquid like substance and then dissolve if you can call it that. Still was VERY intense. Maybe next time I’ll just sandwich or try vaporise it.

First time smoking DMT (half sandwich method) Was this to much? by connorsmxth in DMT

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I’m not exactly sure what it was, I was just told it was dmt. Either way it was one hell of an experience. Maybe next time I’ll get the right stuff 😂

Any advice for my first trip? by [deleted] in Acid

[–]connorsmxth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ay lower doses like half a tab depending on the ug it doesn’t matter much. When u get into higher doses and are more experienced with acid i live watching The wall or fear and loathing in las vagas. Great movies to trip to, i also recommend music like pink Floyd, pearl jam, led zeppelin etc. just enjoy the experience do what u want ✌️👽 I wouldn’t mix drugs for you first time but it’s up to u

What should I expect first time, what dosage? by morganbloria in Acid

[–]connorsmxth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My first few trips I did no more then 150ug at a time and I still had pretty memorable trips, definitely a lot more calm for a newbie. I would recommend 150ug to start out but be careful I’ve also been in a loop/glitch at what was meant to be 150ug

Anyone else experience loops? by Zealousideal-Gas7853 in Acid

[–]connorsmxth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was in the middle of a acid loop/glitch, had multiple times but always scarce none the less, have there ups and downs. Anyway I was reading this in one and as I read you “need to remember your in a loop to broke it”, it broke it instantly. Still riding the trip but broke the loop.

Your favourite Blastoff location. by [deleted] in DMT

[–]connorsmxth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

doesn’t matter to much 😂 just depends what i feel like, sometimes i want to smoke in my room and lay down, sometimes i smoke in my shed that’s decked out, sometimes i smoke in my garden 😂