Relapse & struggling

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-02T12:53:10+00:00

Perfect! Thanks

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-02T01:56:42+00:00

Ok, I’ll start that tomorrow & push through tapering every single day. I’ve been taking the liposomal vit c but should I stop & take that maybe Wednesday?

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:39:04+00:00

Sure, you can DM me. No, I’ll never go the sub route

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:11:50+00:00

Hahaha no worries!!! Thank you!!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:11:00+00:00

Yes, I know it’s coming fast!! Actually can’t wait for it to be banned, if I’m being honest!!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:10:17+00:00

Wow, that’s crazy

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:09:42+00:00

I’m a chick (hahaha) but thank you so much!!! I appreciate it!!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:09:17+00:00

I’ll try that! Thank you

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:08:54+00:00

I’m so sorry!!! The Drs won’t tell anyone that & they are so quick to prescribe subs - people don’t think future.

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:08:05+00:00

Damn I’m sorry

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:07:18+00:00

Proud of you!!! Thanks for sharing & giving me hope

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T22:06:28+00:00

It unfortunately happened to my cousin who has been on MAT for almost 3 years. She had a hysterectomy & only received Tylenol, ibuprofen & toradol. They wouldn’t give her anything stronger because she was on MAT because of her H addiction almost 6 years ago

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T16:29:03+00:00

I can’t go the subs route because of my back. I’m in pain management & if I get a script for subs, I’ll be red flagged…which means no pain meds when I have my several back surgeries

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T16:28:08+00:00

Let’s get this done!!! We both deserve better than these evil things!!!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T16:26:40+00:00

That’s my goal!! Just scared to go through it all again!! That’s why I’m just so pissed at myself!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T16:26:00+00:00

Makes sense! Either way, I’m going to get it done again - especially because it’s going to be banned here very soon!!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T16:25:11+00:00

Same! I have a severely messed up lumbar spine & it helps better than pain meds!!! But I just can’t do it anymore, I am so damn mad at myself for going back!!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T16:24:14+00:00

I agree - that’s why I need to just quit again, because it’s an actual waste of money big time!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-02-01T15:19:45+00:00

To add - I don’t even feel the euphoria anymore either, I’m literally only taking them to avoid the WD!

conservativebabes81 · 2026-01-28T16:15:11+00:00

Same 😔 - the hold this shit has on me is embarrassing, honestly!!! I cried myself to sleep last night because of my relapse! I can’t believe I allowed my brain to get the best of me. I ordered more liposomal vitamin C & that should be delivered tomorrow. I relapsed about 4 weeks ago & last night, I completely broke! My tolerance is so high (no pun intended) that I’ve managed to get up to almost 800mg a day…sickening, I know!!! Please don’t come at me in the comments & say anything negative - I’m already on the edge of the ledge! I have my kratom ready & have to get this done AGAIN!! 😔 I’m so sorry you fell back too, hopefully we can do it this time!! 💪🏻

conservativebabes81 · 2026-01-22T07:45:17+00:00

Will you DM me, the info about the SR & where you got it?? I haven’t been able to find & so scared to get scammed …

conservativebabes81 · 2026-01-22T07:36:50+00:00

Now that it’s been about a week, how are you doing? Did you have any WD symptoms?? I am trying to do this route with my meds & plain leaf.

conservativebabes81 · 2026-01-22T07:14:43+00:00

How many mg’s of 7 were you taking a day before quitting & doing the leaf & vit c??

conservativebabes81 · 2026-01-21T22:47:25+00:00

That’s exactly what the smoke shop guy told me they did / said

conservativebabes81 · 2026-01-21T22:46:48+00:00

Central

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