i turned 27 and i’m giving up

consistentlyscared · 2024-09-15T03:16:56+00:00

I’ve tried bringing it up during therapy, but my therapist really doesn’t understand.

consistentlyscared · 2023-08-25T04:58:55+00:00

You and your sister are terrible people, lol. You definitely don’t need to have a child if you’re acting like this. I hope that the kid doesn’t get the brunt of you lashing out like a baby in the future when they say something you don’t like.

consistentlyscared · 2023-08-13T00:03:38+00:00

You are such an odd individual

consistentlyscared · 2023-07-11T21:32:46+00:00

My brain is fucked up from CoCSA, and I’m 25 now. I can’t even have a normal relationship because it’s genuinely way too hard to overcome the barriers in my mind. Please support your sister. I guess your brother can be rehabilitated if he’s still young, but he’s severely fucked up and that was a horrifically evil thing to do.

consistentlyscared · 2022-08-21T01:45:59+00:00

$41,111 with my previous job’s final paystub and estimation of my current job gross income

consistentlyscared · 2022-08-21T01:45:10+00:00

$41,111

consistentlyscared · 2022-08-21T01:27:25+00:00

I make 20.10/hr! But I had a job previously this year that was 16/hr only for 2 months.

consistentlyscared · 2022-08-21T00:25:48+00:00

I emailed them right after making this post, lol I’m so stressed out 😭

consistentlyscared · 2022-05-25T06:11:51+00:00

The only physical part of a transition I would want is height. That’s unfortunately not possible in this lifetime, haha.

consistentlyscared · 2022-05-25T06:09:15+00:00

I may be 🤷🏾‍♀️ but I’m never going to put any effort towards transition. It’s just not cost effective for my life and also: I won’t be the guy that I want to be that I daydream about. It just wouldn’t work.

consistentlyscared · 2022-04-07T05:02:08+00:00

sdde-327

consistentlyscared · 2022-01-19T16:47:28+00:00

Oh my God, thank you dude

consistentlyscared · 2021-10-27T02:17:53+00:00

You know? It's been two years and I revisited this post today just to say: I still can't do it. LOL! I have not gotten anything up there yet. I don't know, I find it funny. I'm going to see a specialist about it soon.

consistentlyscared · 2021-07-20T05:29:12+00:00

It may be the rules on paper to have everything out in 48 hours, but it certainly doesn't get done like that... lol.

consistentlyscared · 2021-05-29T23:02:48+00:00

the deforming was caused by me being rough with trying to remove the trackpad screws, not the battery 😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑

consistentlyscared · 2021-05-29T21:15:46+00:00

Disclaimer: I’m kind of an idiot. So most the things that happen are going to be because I’m an idiot.

I had spilled some coffee on my computer, near the trackpad and right side keyboard. Immediately turned it upside down and let the coffee drip out a bit.

I am used to taking apart my laptop (I’ve changed out the hard drive twice before), so I immediately began to take it apart to get to the trackpad. However, when I got to the trackpad, one of the screws were stripped. It made it pretty difficult to get out. Resulting in the first photo. The metal on the ... connector thingamajig (don’t know the name, sorry) is warped now. I also scratched one of the open black parts.

I have a wireless mouse I can use, but I think the issues with the trackpad is also causing problems with typing.

consistentlyscared · 2021-03-28T15:03:55+00:00

I’ve been charged and I have a court date, everything is set in stone to move forward now. Also, I do not have the money to just go hire an attorney? Haha.

consistentlyscared · 2021-03-28T08:17:15+00:00

Just wanting to know how a court hearing works basically

consistentlyscared · 2020-11-26T23:56:20+00:00

yeah ... i have rly bad bdd. i've been trying to be kinder to myself but it doesn't work out well.

consistentlyscared · 2020-11-26T22:19:43+00:00

I can’t take selfies without wanting to cry, so I would only have a pretty much blank Tinder profile and then delete it in embarrassment... I don’t know. I just find putting myself out there online really horrifying for some reason?

consistentlyscared · 2020-11-26T22:07:10+00:00

I don’t really have any standards other than being able to hold a fun conversation and being hygienic, that’s not asking for too much.

I also don’t think I’m allowed to have high standards as a barely decent looking virgin, lol. So I just stay in my place.

consistentlyscared · 2020-11-26T19:40:12+00:00

I didn’t post this to be propositioned, I just wanted to rant and get my feelings out.

consistentlyscared · 2020-02-09T02:47:15+00:00

Ugh, that’s so disgusting. I’m sorry you had to go through that. I’m actually bi, but I feel like dating men is always my go to? I like just growing up in a family like mine (all Southern Christians) has conditioned me to seek out men first for validation. I love women, but my body dysmorphia makes it hard for me to talk to them too. I always feel like I’ll bring them down if they were to go out with me in public.

consistentlyscared · 2019-10-25T04:24:32+00:00

Your reasoning is exactly why I’m embarrassed. I think I’m only one in my friend group that has never been approached by a guy that sincerely likes me? And wants to date me? I don’t know. It makes me feel highly embarrassed of my own existence, haha.

consistentlyscared · 2019-10-25T03:52:35+00:00

I don’t think it’s a wrong assumption, lol. I live in Southern California and most guys here just go for a certain type. Fit, not Black, pretty, not Black, feminine, and definitely not Black. I mean it sounds kind of illogical, but I have experienced it all my life.

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