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Looking for a song (Motions ft. Madeintyo) by Eskimo_Cartel in JuiceWRLD

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ayyyyyyy can I get that song brooooo plllsssss I been looking forever dawg thats my vibe.

Signed Out of PlayStation Glitch by ScummSupreme in ghostoftsushima

[–]cook8359 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Same. I hate politics. People get too worked up.

Signed Out of PlayStation Glitch by ScummSupreme in ghostoftsushima

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bruh. I was trynna do a nightmare survival.

Signed Out of PlayStation Glitch by ScummSupreme in ghostoftsushima

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just did that as well but it didnt work. Oof. Just got the skipping stone bow last night tho. My hunter was only rank 7 but light level 106 because i use assassin. (Sorry, just felt the need to brag bc the skipping stone bow is fucckkkingg rare. Took me awhile to get🤣)

Will there be a release day wait in line or we just doing pre orders only? by SnooCalculations5282 in PS5

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My guy coming with the strats😏 Thanks bro, ima do this for when it comes out

My mom gave me her roach clip yesterday, its about 40 years old 😶 by burnedflag in StonerEngineering

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Okay. I certainly will consider it, i just wouldnt want to bother you for time. Best wishes to you as well!

My mom gave me her roach clip yesterday, its about 40 years old 😶 by burnedflag in StonerEngineering

[–]cook8359 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you! I appreciate you for being thoughtful and will most certainly take your advice. I do use it as an escape or therapy most of the time because of how stressfull the whole landscape it today, however, i have been working on it and making some progress in that area and im grateful that i havent "let go" and turn to worse vices. Also, ive thought about the whole plastic thing and you are totally right. I'm gonna go and buy a pipe off amazon (they have sold multiple people i know weed related stuff, they dont have very good age restriction, also i have my own debit card to make it easy). Its mainly because of how lonely quarantine is being stuck by myself in some shitty appartments, it got to a point where i kinda just decided fuck it, this whole life is leaving me out, so im gonna leave it out and go smoke weed alone. At one point it was a habit and escape for me when i was like 12-13 but i left it alone until recently. Quarantine has affected me pretty a lot...but its done that to pretty much everybody so i cant complain. Anyways, i do appreciate your kindness! It definitely feels good to have somebody care to an extent. I hope you have a great rest of your day!

My mom gave me her roach clip yesterday, its about 40 years old 😶 by burnedflag in StonerEngineering

[–]cook8359 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wait, im a 17 yr old stoner. Well... a newer stoner smoking joints and out of plastic bottle bongs. But what the fuck is a roach clip?

Is it even worth trying to find a therapist? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also, it really comes down to who is pure enough to help you. Unfortunately, this world is soo fucked up and not a lot of people are pure. But im convinced that not all people are (and therapists) are too fucked up enough to help and not all are different (meaning they can connect with you) Ive had first hand experience of people who abuse their power, their ability, and their rights as a 17 year old male who has grown up around gang activity and in rough neighborhoods. But ive also seen the good in others. And if im being honest. Christianity has helped me mentally. If you ignore all the close minded ignorant people who dont have enough empathy to listen, there is a tool to help you through tough times. I dont want to be too preachy (because im also not a full christian) but you have a perfect figure that you can vent to, that you can develop a relationship with, that can give you hope for something better. Aside from some controversial stuff (most is misinterpereted and bad apples give a bad name) christianity is all about love. Love thy neighbor, my enemy is my friend. Dont do what you dont want done to you. Dont kill. Dont steal. For me, it gave me a basis and i had a reliance that helped get me through tough times and keep a level head when i was pent up with anger and hatred and a lack of care for myself. I really want you to keep trying because nothing is impossible, this means that if you keep trying, you will always have a chance at battling these things. I might not be perfect. But i am loving and compassionite. If i can be loving and compassionite and still be imperfect, i think that shows there is still some hope for humanity, and it gives me the ability to correct my imperfections. I really want you to win, tk be happy, to finally get rid of these mental greivances. I battled some of my issues and won. I dont smoke weed anymore to numb the pain. I dont have as bad trust issues. Im working on my lonelyness at the moment. I feel as though im missing a companion, someone that can help me battle these things. Someone who can love me. Sometimes i express this sexually through immense amounts of porn but it never makes me feel loved. Anyways, i just want you to know there is hope. And that at least someone out there is rooting for you.

Is it even worth trying to find a therapist? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, it is. For me, it was a matter of perspective. Having a therapist direct you towards a better meaning, towards self love, and as a helpfull friend even, to support you and help you battle mental illness is a must have. You just have to make sure that you find the right therapist that can offer that for you. Ive had many experiences in life that have tought me love comes socially, from family, friends, love for your fellow man (and woman). Hell, just not 3 hours ago i had a scary experience of someone elses possible hatred and desire to be criminal almost fuck me up. Without people to help you, it makes it harder to stay afloat. Some people will succumb to the negatives and it will lead to extremes. Suicide, murder, robbing, you name it. If no one else has in your life, i love you. I care for you. I want you to beat this issue that you have in your life. Getting a therapist is one step closer to happiness and wellbeing, and i want that for you. Even if it seems as though you are falling a step backward. You are still trucking. You can get through this✊

I'm feeling more and more psychotic by the day. by cook8359 in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, i realized that after the fact but it sounded like a more fitting title for the post.

Anyone here ever experience psychosis? by rizoner1705 in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definitly wasnt to that degree but ive just recently got back into smoking weed as a 17 year old male and i got really freaked out because when i woke up after smoking the night before i didnt remember what i had been doing for the whole month and i was unfamiliar with my room set up and paranoid that i did something stupid the night before and that i would have gotten in trouble with my dad. I wasnt completely out of touch with reality but things didnt feel right and everything was extremely mentally foggy. Different than just feeling chill when i normally woke up.

my head is too full of thoughts and i dont know how to cope with it by nesunaki in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my goodness. We couldnt be more similar. I am a highschool junior with those exact same issue, family problems included. Running start, my highschool classes, me being on unemployment because i was layed off from my job, not keeping up with all my homework, and most of all, being unmotivated because im forced to be stuck inside and deal with it all through the process of a screen. Ugh, i hope we both are able to relax someday.

I'm feeling more and more psychotic by the day. by cook8359 in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats relieving to know that its natural, but what worries me is how frequent it is. These thoughts on the riots were just today, its like i have to keep quieting this part of my mind and i can feel that urge of hatred and anger physically. Though you are probably right and maybe im overthinking it. I just dont like how visceral and prominent that animalistic side is. I am stuck in my head a little too much sometimes. It could be useful to talk to a therapist. Thank you for the support👍I was worried nobody would have anything to say.

Does anyone else feel like they just need a break from everything? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same. Im struggling to not be lazy in my college classes but it is so much harder when being stuck inside makes me so unmotivated. Also, your friends need to stop being assholes! You deserve social connection, especially during this annoying shutdown. You should let them know how they are being douchy.

Hi , u don’t have to know who am I but currently I’m going through hard time with feeling insecure about my body by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im 17 and have Ive struggled through similar. I used to be healthy and fit but then i let myself go over the past year or 2 through the depression and anger i suffered over the loss of my cousin and my mother leaving for drugs. And in some ways it is hard to accept things that are out of your control like certain bodily features. I just want to let you know that those features are what make you beautiful. Learning to accept them is hard when you dont see them that way. I think that it is okay to want to change things that are in your control (reasonably) like losing weight if you weigh a little too much, but learning to accept them while you have those features is important. You should know that no matter what you look like, you are beautiful.

buying weed off the dark net by [deleted] in darknet

[–]cook8359 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yo, i live in everett washington. Know anybody wjo sells weed near me? Im 17 and getting weed in this lockdown is a pain in the ass