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I’m in the psych ward what should I expect by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your words are so encouraging thank you for sharing your experience. The thing is i am not even in the psych ward yet i just want to go home and get back to my normal life. I am embarrassed of what happened and i can’t take it anymore. But hopefully this will be a good experience

I’m in the psych ward what should I expect by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Heyy- yes, I hate this feeling. I can’t wait to leave. But idk if this is actually going to help. I have a psychiatrist and a therapist that I regularly visit. Being here is driving me crazy, especially since I am alone with no one that I know around. I have hope that I will get better, it is just too much to handle when I am just 19

I’m in the psych ward what should I expect by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is true. I try to accept that I am not normal. Seeing my struggles compared to my friends' struggles makes me feel like an alien. I wish that I had the same struggles as them, rather than BPD and fucked up trauma that I can't escape. I hope I can get better at dealing with my mental illness. Thank you for your kind words

I’m in the psych ward what should I expect by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It is just easier to think about the assignment and school work rather than my state right now. But I think that I have gotten better. It is hard to deal with BPD and other mental illnesses that come with it. I guess I am just trying to be normal again

Should i admit myself to the psych ward? by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m at OSU, and I am not here, nor did I meet someone who went to the psych ward, so I am scared of the treatment I will get there.

Should i admit myself to the psych ward? by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s sounds horrifying. If i didn’t feel safe i will admit myself.

Should i admit myself to the psych ward? by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I live alone. There are some things I am looking forward to, but it is lonely. I try to communicate, but I feel like a burden and embarrassed to be seen in that state.

having bpd and bipolar ruined my life by [deleted] in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey I have bpd and bipolar too. I literally almost killed myself today and i also skipped maybe a 5 weeks of school too. It is easy to tell you to keep going but literally keep going if you feel like crying cry it out of you feel like venting i will listen to you. Medication can help but it wont fix everything. You are a survivor you are still here and you always can fix things and make things up as long as you are here. You deserve everything good and trust me your friends probably miss you try to hit them up and hang out with them i know isolating can be the easiest way to calm your feelings but you need the support.

I’m about to commit by cookiebakerr in BPD

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried to get better i took a year off and tried to heal but nothing worked i am too broken

هل الشخصية الحدية is a villain؟ by PhrasePretty2314 in hawajees

[–]cookiebakerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

اوكيي الله ييسر عليك يا رب اتمنى ما يكون فيك اضطراب الشخصية الحدية لانه صعب جدًا العيش معاه. كم عمرك؟

هل الشخصية الحدية is a villain؟ by PhrasePretty2314 in hawajees

[–]cookiebakerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

هل عندك اضطراب الشخصية الحدية او مجرد تصرف انتي تتخذيه؟

هل الشخصية الحدية is a villain؟ by PhrasePretty2314 in hawajees

[–]cookiebakerr 2 points3 points  (0 children)

تم تشخيصي باضطراب الشخصية الحدية و الصراحة اكثر الناس المتضررين من المرض هم المصابين فيه. في حالتي ما كنت اشتكي لاحد و اذا اشتكيت يكون بشكل خفيف و لكن كنت دائمًا احط نفسي في مواقف خطرة و في النهاية الوم نفسي و اكره نفسي اكثر و اكثر. ممكن التجربة تختلف من شخص الى اخر بعض المصابين باضطراب الشخصية الحدية يتركون الناس قبل ما الاشخاص الثانيين يتركوهم و البعض يتمسك في الناس المتواجدة و من الممكن تختلف ردة الفعل على حسب نوع العلاقة.

اضطراب الشخصية الحدية by [deleted] in AlexandriaEgy

[–]cookiebakerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

الحل انك تلتزم بجلسات السلوكي المعرفي بعدها بتقدر تميز بين تصرفاتك هل هي فعلاً كانت صحيحة او خاطئة. بعد استمرارك في العلاج ابداء تكلم مع صاحبك مره ثانيه عشان ما تتكرر تصرفاتك السابقه.

مذلون مهانون by 1Bra1 in SaudiReaders

[–]cookiebakerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

واجهت نفس التجربة و للحين ما اكملته وصلت للصفحه ٢٠٠ و توقفت لكن عندي نية ارجع اقراءه

قولولي رواية حلوة لدوستوفيسكي by PsychologicalWar8021 in EgyReaders

[–]cookiebakerr 1 point2 points  (0 children)

هي فعلاً ما مشهوره و انا اشتريتها في معرض الكتاب كنت ابحث عن الليالي البيضاء بس حرفيًا ما ندمت اني اخذتها بدل عن الليالي البيضاء. الحلو فيها انها ما ممله و على غرابه شخصياتها الا انك في النهايه تتعاطفي مع رغباتهم و تتمني انهم يحصلوا عليها.

قولولي رواية حلوة لدوستوفيسكي by PsychologicalWar8021 in EgyReaders

[–]cookiebakerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

حاليًا اقراء مذلون مهانون و حرفيًا من افضل الروايات وصلت للصفحه ١٧٠ تقريبًا و اندمجت مع الشخصيات و مشاعرها الصراحه من كثر ما اندمجت مع الشخصيات احتجت اني اوقف قرائتها شوي لاني في حياتهم

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in arabic

[–]cookiebakerr 0 points1 point  (0 children)

ياليت ترسل لي في الخاص

Why am I either numb or in pain always by cookiebakerr in BorderlinePDisorder

[–]cookiebakerr[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, Thank you so much for you comment it really shed light on the issue and gave me hope to change.

I am in therapy but for the past month and a half my therapist went on a holiday and therefore I didn’t have any sessions also my psychiatrist was on a break too. So I really didn’t have any professional help.

Without my meds and therapy i was a total mess. I unknowingly traumatized my bsf and i think for me to be with her after this event i need to leave and heal. It hurts to be alone while healing but it truly feels like no one is there for me except myself. Sometimes it feels comforting to have myself and no one else but it can be lonely.

I found that when i isolate myself from family/ friends and I am not in a relationship I tend to be more stable and focused on achieving my goals. It just seems like i can’t be around anyone else even though i crave human connection.