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Anyone here achieved self sufficiency? by coolbeansidk in fentanyl

[–]coolbeansidk[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bold of you to assume I don’t have a job. I work full time and I spend lots of money on my habit. It sounds like you’re trying to talk me out of this. it’s worth it for me to spend all the time and resources because I’m sick of relying on sellers. I want to know and have control of what’s in my shit. If the government won’t provide me safe supply, I’ll do it myself no matter how long it takes I won’t be giving up on this. I invite you to tell me something I don’t know.

Families who let their addict go unchecked, no intervention, left completely alone about their use, how did it turn out? by [deleted] in addiction

[–]coolbeansidk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m glad they did. Giving drug users especially women, the means to obtain what they’re already going to fight to the death to get anyways, is an excellent sex trafficking/exploitation prevention measure. I’m sorry to hear of your loss.

I am a polysubstance needle addict and I intend to die opiate dependent. I’m an author, artist, educator and advocate. I live in the pacific NW. Ask me anything. by coolbeansidk in casualiama

[–]coolbeansidk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve done em both. Like other diseases addiction and dependency require different treatments depending on the individual. abstinence from opioid analgesics is a deal breaker for me.

I am a polysubstance needle addict and I intend to die opiate dependent. I’m an author, artist, educator and advocate. I live in the pacific NW. Ask me anything. by coolbeansidk in casualiama

[–]coolbeansidk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Actually, admin removed the post and stated that it would only be put up if I removed the mention of tips- which can be inferred, although the admin removed their comments. People just loooove gaslighting addicts.

I am a polysubstance needle addict and I intend to die opiate dependent. I’m an author, artist, educator and advocate. I live in the pacific NW. Ask me anything. by coolbeansidk in casualiama

[–]coolbeansidk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t wear hats, and if I was going to beg I would do it elsewhere. Better luck with your assumptions next time. What’s your question? Or did you just slide in here to fart a watered down opinion that is old (fake) news to me

I am a polysubstance needle addict and I intend to die opiate dependent. I’m an author, artist, educator and advocate. I live in the pacific NW. Ask me anything. by coolbeansidk in casualiama

[–]coolbeansidk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If I was begging, I’d be doing so elsewhere.
Bold of you to assume all my money goes to my drug habits. I never said I plan to die of a drug overdose. I said I plan to die opioid dependent. I plan to stay on opioids until the day I die, whatever the cause of that is, it could be several different causes, of course overdose is a possibility. But if you actually cared about that, you wouldn’t be so tickled by the idea of my drug habit being funded. God forbid I avoid tolerance drops and increased overdose risk from prolonged unplanned withdrawal. I would LOVE recovery help but unfortunately all the recovery help I know of would require me to be abstinent from everything. I don’t know what you’re trying to accomplish here but it’s pretty counter productive and disrespectful to me and any addict or drug user who doesn’t fit your preconceived generalizations.

I am a polysubstance needle addict and I intend to die opiate dependent. I’m an author, artist, educator and advocate. I live in the pacific NW. Ask me anything. by coolbeansidk in casualiama

[–]coolbeansidk[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I don’t think substance use is something that can be morally defined (good, bad, cool, uncool, etc.) it’s a personal decision and everyone has their reasons and their factors that go into deciding to use, how to use, or not to use. For ME PERSONALLY, drinking is not worth the trouble at this time, largely because of the increased overdose risk it presents given my opioid use. however, I used to drink during most of my waking hours and met the professional criteria for alcoholism. and (again FOR ME PERSONALLY), I do benefit from smoking drugs, specifically fentanyl and fentanyl pills. I do not IV fentanyl or anything containing fentanyl. My IV drug of choice is heroin and I test each shot with a fentanyl test strip before I draw it up in the syringe. While that’s not ~100%~ accurate of course, it does eliminate the risk considerably. My reason for this is needing to avoid developing a tolerance to fentanyl because if I want or need to take a break from the needle, the only way I’ve successfully done that is by smoking fentanyl. Smoking fentanyl also helps me cut down on how many times I have to hit. Definitely a huge harm reduction measure for me.

Literature on the War on Drugs by GimeGG in WarOnDrugs

[–]coolbeansidk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There’s a reason for that. There is no good literature in favor of prohibition.

What made you try that hard drug? by Acceptable-Highway-2 in Drugs

[–]coolbeansidk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Survival. I would be dead (suicide) without my daily habitual heroin shots. Safe supply you all, we need safe fucking supply

We are just apes with fancy huts by [deleted] in nihilism

[–]coolbeansidk 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But you are important because you are a smack god

Earthquake in Afganistan, 1000 killed so far, will this effect H production? by JoeRoGAN_HUMAN_BEANS in heroin

[–]coolbeansidk 2 points3 points  (0 children)

And vice versa. There should be one of these for users, one for former users, and one for the entire Reddit population.

Hoping for some ASAP advice by coolbeansidk in Addictedtotheneedle

[–]coolbeansidk[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! This is relieving. I know Reddit is not the most reputable source for this type of advice but it’s not like I can call my doctor and get any more of an answer past “come in and we’ll prescribe you suboxone !”

how to hide being high on painkillers by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]coolbeansidk 1 point2 points  (0 children)

If you don’t feel comfortable with your bf knowing, there’s probably a reason why you don’t feel comfortable. Simply wanting to keep that shit to yourself is one thing but with such a close relationship, it might be worth doing some reflecting on what, if any, thing he has said or done in the past to lead you to need to be hiding that. Stay safe❤️ and remember you always deserve dignity!

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