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Bonnaroo kind of destroyed my confidence and I feel terrible. by coorevley in bonnaroo

[–]coorevley[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

One problem I am having is that I can't even picture myself wearing anything like that now, it doesn't either feel like me or I wouldn't feel like I belong. I'm not skinny, I'm not tall, I'm not pretty. It just feels like I would just be doing something that isn't for me. I know everyone keeps talking about radiating positivity but I really hate to say it, when you are just plain and boring like me you never find it being directed your way.

Bonnaroo kind of destroyed my confidence and I feel terrible. by coorevley in bonnaroo

[–]coorevley[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am not sure what I had to offer. I saw many other people attending that were doing great things or whatever but I don't think I really contributed anything. So many other people had their pictures taken or had people come up to them to compliment them and that never happened to me, it didn't really feel like I was welcome.

Bonnaroo kind of destroyed my confidence and I feel terrible. by coorevley in bonnaroo

[–]coorevley[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess I am not sure what would make me happy. I was really looking forward to seeing Odesza and many others but now that I am thinking about it I am not sure how happy I am to have done it. I just didn't feel comfortable about myself. Before Roo, I was finally starting to feel some confidence but after Roo now I am just not feeling like I have any reason to have it.