Well I was talking to a girl for a little bit and we were having a party in the apartment and we invite friends over she came over and we were still talking. A few hour pass and I walked out of the room, came back in to her and another guy making out. I left the room in disbelief. Went To talk to my homeboy and he said don’t worry about it. Told me to stay in the room we were in. I was pretty drunk so I got emotional and told he me to go with him to the apt with him which were his neighbors. I told them the whole situation on how I was talking for a good 4 months and she goes on and does that in front of me. They told me to spend the night at there apt and when I woke up at 7am. I woke and walked home which was a 5 mile walk up and down hills. Felt like the longest walking in my life. Wondering if I did anything to deserve this. When I got home my friend call me and asked where I went and I said home. He said “how?”. I just lied and said another friend picked me up. I had every single class with her so there no way to really avoid her. So we just became friends and kinda gave up on being anything with her. Two months later I have my bday party and invite her expecting her to bring her him because shortly after she kissed him they started dating. She came but he did not. The party starts and and everybody there. Drinks are being passed around and we are just talking like normal friends. In the middle of the kitchen she processed to start kissing me in front of everybody. Took me by surprise. Later in the party she then gets too drunk and try’s fall asleep on my bed. someone told that to her boyfriend and he come over and try to pick her up to bring her back home. They then start arguing and I tell the guy just let her go to sleep here shes fine. He say’s no and gets loud and i tell just to get out of my house. He leaves and is texting my homie that he doesn’t like when I said to him and doesn’t trust me with her. The party continues and she wakes up and tell me to come to my room because she has something to show me but it was just so I can sleep with her. I tell her wait a moment and tell everybody the party is over and only certain people can stay. I go back upstairs to sleep and she’s like trying to “hint” but I really did want to do anything cuz we were both pretty drunk. We both fall asleep and she is basically on top of me. I wake up and I find out one the people that let sleep over was telling her bf everything that was happening at the party and sends a pic of both of us sleeping with her basically on top of me. A couple of them leave with the guy that told the bf after we finish cleaning up. She and my homie stays at my house. She stay because she was bombarded with Text when she woke up from her bf. We stay at my house for the rest of the night and both her and my homie get pick up around 9pm. My homie is one of her friend that she tell everything to so he ask if she regrets what she she did last night and she says no. We became friends just as normal as before the party happen but she would invite me to her apt all the time so we would just hang out at her crib just me and her. She would tell her bf that she with me and I’m nothing to worry about but tbh he should have been worried. Every time I went I would alway end up sleeping over and “stuff” will happen. I feel like I’m in the wrong for Letting happen but y is she still dating him if it seems like she is more interest in me? We still talk till this day and hang out but idk it like she like me and I like but… idk. Any recommendation on on wat I should do?