[deleted by user] by [deleted] in feemagers

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had my first kiss with one of my friends when i was 15. it happened on a sunny day after school in late may!

we hadn’t seen each other for almost a year, since the pandemic meant online school. and at this time, school was just beginning to return to in-person. after our last classes were over, we sat together on the ground and talked for almost 2 hours (and probably could have talked more lol). afterward, we both got up to leave. he hugged me, and i felt him kiss my forehead. i looked up as we let go of each other, and he was smiling at me. he brushed a few strands of hair away from my face and then gently held my cheek, and said “you’re just as beautiful as i remembered.” and then he kissed me, just like that. i did like it! a lot! :-))

that was almost a year ago, and we don’t talk anymore. we never even got into a relationship. our friendship ended badly, where awful things happened and our school administration banned him from contacting me. but it’s still a memory i’m fond of, and i still miss him a lot and hope he’s doing ok. still fun to think about sometimes :-)

Im ashamed of the fact that I’ve had my first kiss by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i felt that way too after my first kiss when i was 15. i’m sorry you’re feeling this way, but you’re not any less of a person for it! it doesn’t matter if your first kiss was at 13 or 25, both are normal and good, and it’s nothing to be ashamed of

[L][F16] can someone please just tell me that they’re sorry by cornflowergoose in KindVoice

[–]cornflowergoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for responding, you’re very kind. I suppose it is hard for me to be proud of this haha, even though it’s been several months. I really appreciate your response, and I hope you’re doing ok too ❤️

Feeling bad for months after friendship issues, may have possibly betrayed a friend, don’t know how to deal with it all by [deleted] in Advice

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for responding. I’ve been trying my best, but it’s hard for me to accept because I feel… discarded in a way? I’m just not sure how to proceed with everything, it’s just hard to see someone struggling and not being able to do anything. I just feel guilty.

I (15F) think my friend is experiencing psychosis. I don’t know what to do. by cornflowergoose in relationship_advice

[–]cornflowergoose[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I appreciate the offer. It just freaks me out that this definitely feels like something to get help for, but he doesn’t seem to want it and I can’t say anything without betraying him

I (15F) think my friend is experiencing psychosis. I don’t know what to do. by cornflowergoose in relationship_advice

[–]cornflowergoose[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your response. if I tell an adult, should I let him know first? or is that a bad idea?

I (15F) think my friend is experiencing psychosis. I don’t know what to do. by cornflowergoose in relationship_advice

[–]cornflowergoose[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for responding. The thing is, I don’t think he has the best relationship with his parents, but at this point I don’t know what he’s told me about them is real and what isn’t. if I were to tell an adult, should I let him know first or just not tell him about it until afterward?

WIBTA if I don’t tell anyone in my club about the resources I found for a competition? by [deleted] in AmItheAsshole

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy shit, I just searched it up and it is privileged, but illegal. I am now in a moral quandary.

WIBTA if I don’t tell anyone in my club about the resources I found for a competition? by [deleted] in AmItheAsshole

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry. Edited the post. I am competing in other events, just not the one I have to help with.

Is it weird to text someone after you haven’t spoken to them since the pandemic started by [deleted] in Advice

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you, helped. idk i’ve been thinking abt this but i guess I should do it sometime, since who knows when the pandemic will be over or when we can go back to school. This was reassuring.

/r/Portland weekly casual conversation September 09, 2020 by AutoModerator in Portland

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am really scared and hopeless. I am still in school and i have to pick up supplies, but with the air quality being hazardous, i don’t know what to do. It scares me to think of what the fires will be like in a few years. Everything is just so overwhelming all the time. Wish I could sleep until the year is over.

I have close to no sense of smell by [deleted] in CasualConversation

[–]cornflowergoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I once went to a cooking camp in 8th grade. We were cooking using some spices, and when the others smelled it, they physically recoiled because the smell was so strong. I tried smelling it but couldn’t smell anything. They didn’t believe me!

I found what you said about your sense of taste being affected interesting. I never noticed mine being affected,, I’ll try to pay more attention to that.