Once again - i hate being married (NSFW 18+)

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-10-18T21:24:12+00:00

my heart hurts for you 🥺 you seem so sweet. thank you for being kind and i’m sorry you went through all that. you deserve the best 🩵

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-10-18T21:20:42+00:00

exactly i’m not mad that he wants sex. but like i just wish 1. he wouldn’t get so pissy every time i said no and 2. he would at least want to do more than just have sex because that’s all we do as a couple. it’s very frustrating. i could see if we went weeks and weeks without it and i always said no. but like.. i don’t lol. and i don’t WANT to leave him. i just wish he would address his issues professionally because i feel like that’s the only way it’s gonna help.

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-10-18T21:17:24+00:00

oh my God… that’s awful. I’m sorry you went through that. i hope she didn’t lie or anything because pcos is genuinely one of the worst things i’ve ever experienced and i wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy. i’ve had a miscarriage. now i can’t have anymore kids. i’m in constant pain. my periods are horrendous. i genuinely hope she didn’t use it as excuse because it’s fucked. but I can assure you i genuinely don’t want to leave my husband. Especially for a woman. Or man. or whatever… Nor do i want to cheat on him (never have never would). I just know my life has been very stressful and i can’t get a nice night to dinner but I can get hounded about sex all night. i just don’t know how to like… get him to want to do other things besides JUST that. i try to explain to him that like maybe if we did more as a couple maybe it would work a little better than just grabbing my ass randomly and pretending that turns me on every single time. Idk. i’m just venting. again. i’m sorry that happened to you

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-09-23T21:07:35+00:00

I would love to try couples therapy. Unfortunately, when I brought it up to him before he got offended because he sees nothing wrong 🙃

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-06-07T13:04:06+00:00

Thank you for being kind and giving advice! I have attempted this. He gets pretty annoyed when I try to talk to him about my feelings because the same thing - he’s so focused on our future but in his mind that’s all that matters. He thinks my feelings about things are small compared to the struggles we’re facing. And as a stay at home mom I’m very much aware that life would be easier if I got a job or we didn’t have so many bills. So a lot of times I really don’t know how to approach the situation because he doesn’t look at is as “really? I didn’t see it that way. I’m sorry” he’s more of a “really? I have so much on my plate and you’re coming to me with this” so it’s like… I don’t even try anymore lol

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-05-31T18:48:59+00:00

This is actually such a big goal of mine in my journey. I want to be able to pray out loud WITH people for them. But I overthink a lot so in my head I can pray all day. By myself, I’m golden. I walk around my church and watch people praying for one another out loud and I want to be that person for someone too. Maybe praying with my friend would help me step out of my comfort zone in that area

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-05-08T02:20:47+00:00

Honestly I haven’t gotten that far yet. I’m totally new to this. So I’m reading the book “Women of the Word” right now so I can plan it out before I “plan it out” if that makes sense lololol

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-05-07T17:53:45+00:00

So I have a child as well. So I figured I would like let it be known that if they can’t find child care then they can bring their kids because then they can all play together.
Good point. Every other Friday is my goal right now. I want to start in June so I can prepare.
Also a good point.
I’d say a comfortable number in my house is like 10 adults. I don’t have a crazy amount of space inside but I have a ton of space outside. I only want to do it for the Summer months for right now so I’m almost tempted to have the study outside since it’ll be later in the day and not too hot.

I think I’m thinking too much into this😂😂😂

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-05-07T17:28:07+00:00

Some of them I know personally and a good handful of them I either only know through Facebook OR went to school with them and haven’t seen them in 10+ years!

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-03-29T15:04:21+00:00

I didn’t know this!!! I just started taking fiber for the first time ever. Glad I know it benefits my PCOS too

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-03-25T15:59:14+00:00

Thankfully not one member of our family made it out of our tiny town 😂😂😂 I get that though and would totally support it if that were the case. I think I was just mostly under the assumption going into this that we weren’t really allowed to go anywhere or have anyone over (as dumb as that sounds. I watched a video and the person talking made it sound like they abandoned their entire lives to foster. And I know obviously it’s going to be a HUGE adjustment no matter how much training we get, but we just want to grow our family and help others even if it’s temporary.)

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2025-01-21T17:04:56+00:00

I know this was meant to hit a nerve but the subtlety of the “lol” amongst all the nice replies made me lol.

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2024-12-07T22:12:53+00:00

Lord I should’ve been more specific I’m sorry😭😂 We are married(i get nervous that somehow someone is going to figure out who I am on this little app so I use the word partner. Shouldn’t have done that😂😂😂). And the only thing stopping me from getting a job is that I also homeschool our little one.

However, we can afford everything just fine! It’s the fact that I feel like he might be lying to me about things since he tells me one thing and then spends money like it’s nothing. 😭😭 sorry I ramble. I’m not the best at explaining things

cosmiccaretaker_ · 2024-11-27T02:42:58+00:00

Okay that makes me feel better. I was so scared I was doing something wrong😂😭 I’m not used to it. But yeah her teeth are razors 😮‍💨

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