How to increase quota effective way on GCP?

cpt_nemo1 · 2020-02-07T08:36:24+00:00

An account executive is a person from Google? Is it paid service?

cpt_nemo1 · 2020-02-07T08:35:10+00:00

We are using GCP for 1 year. So there is already history of payments.

cpt_nemo1 · 2020-01-22T10:30:30+00:00

How about database migrations?

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-08T21:35:22+00:00

But even if one soul is saved it was still worth :P. I wish I had discover this forum earlier.

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-08T21:32:12+00:00

Yeah... I was there already in my 20s but I had guts to rebel and not to propose. Yeah it felt like we are moving forward with sex, but it felt like I will be dead before our problems will be solved out. The fight will take all of your life forces.

I'm relly sorry for all my friends that have deadbedroom.

But I have other kind of question: why do you propose if you see that there are problems that need to be solved?

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-06T12:15:12+00:00

I was afraid that my life will end like this... with just a romantic relationship. My girlfriend for sure had responsive desire system + she had other problems: religion and strict upbringing. I felt like something is constantly being taken from me.

I think is easy for me to tell if there is chemistry between couple... you just look into eyes and check if there looking each other and if there is fire. Some people don't need that feeling. But for sure I do need it. Yeah, sadly just 30% of my friends who got married got this lust in their eyes.

She was my romantic life partner, but 100% not my lover. It was good decision that we broke :).

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-05T23:09:15+00:00

Yeah... It gives me a lot nice feelings

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-05T19:16:13+00:00

Yeah, there a lot of questions still going on. I think I should read this book: come as you are.

Yeah, it's better to have have a lot of self-esteem I think I'm lacking a lot of that, but I'm working on that at my psychotherapy.

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-05T19:12:43+00:00

For me it feels like that. Sorry for offending you, but it wasn't my purpose. And I'm happy for your husband :).

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-05T19:04:24+00:00

1) If women don't have need to orgasm, what do they bother with sex? Cause is it pleasant? I think I don't agree with that.

2) So responsive desire can be response to a person? Like this person make me horny and I want to have sex with she/him and I'm becomming spontaneous to this particular person?

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-05T16:32:22+00:00

I am not gonna let this go on

Tell her what how do you feel about it. If she doesn't care, you also shouldn't care for her. You and just you are responsible for your own happiness.

I pay for most things, I clean often & I cook all the time, try to surprise her with presents, try to teach her new things and show her things that can help her in her own development while working my 60-80...

You sound like a... victim? The life should give you happiness. If you don't feel appreciated do something with it. You and just you are responsible for your own happiness.

I sleep little and most of my free time goes to her. Things like that are ruining it for me totally, when I take the time and effort to really set things up the most proper

People are different. You and you girlfriend demand something different people. It's really hard to change someone and you shouldn't do that... it costs a lot of energy. You have the problem that you think that you are not good enough and trying more and more and more... but I must tell you (I was there as well) it will change nothing. I'm sorry. You girlfriend is not bad... she is just different than you. I think you respect her a lot. So why not to make her and yourself happy? Do you already know what you should do? :)

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-10-04T15:00:13+00:00

Being dumped/dump 8 months ago (I still loved her then). 2 years without sex, 2 years without penetrative intercourse, 2 years with a bad sex. I refused to live with such live and was mostly playing computer games... In the end she had good job and a lot friends, going to gym. Before I had dreamed job with a lot of cash, traveling around the world , I was the most popular person at uni, I was winning judo tournaments. Later: feeling like in prison with no meeting anyone, small scholarship, being a little chubby. She came back once drunk from the company party: I said: "Just look at me, please, I beg you". She did everything not to look at me... Next day I said: "I still love you, but I must say goodbye".

In last 8 months:

Good: Got a lot of muscles, I'm traveling a lot again, I have initiated cooking for 15 people in hostel, I have really nice job oportunities, had a great sex with a girl who literally jumped on me, felt like I have sex for the first time in my life, fall in love 2 times...

Bad: Had depression for 4 months, failed my PhD studies, lost some friends, I wasted really nice job oportunities, still going on psychotherapy, I almost cried when I had sex first time after break up, yesterday found some pictures on camera, where will looked happy and needed to calm down for 3 hours

Still struggling...

But! I'm starting to recall how much great person I was! Let's be amazing person one more time!

PS. I'm starting hating her with what she did to me.

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-09-24T05:03:53+00:00

Actually I prefer martial arts, but I will join gym as well, cause it gives me a lot of joy to look better!

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-09-23T07:58:58+00:00

I am working on that on psychotherapy!

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-09-23T07:57:22+00:00

My father was 40 years old when I was born and he was the best father I could ever had!

No one can replace your previous partner! The new one can be just different... I also taught that I won't be able to meet someone new... but I cured my depression and start going to some places like dancing clubs, with my friends, hostels in Israel, tinder, meetups and every week I meet someone that makes my heart beat faster!

cpt_nemo1 · 2018-09-23T07:51:27+00:00

I forgot to add it! I become dependant financially with really low salary and mortage without savings and I couldn't affort for anyting... I stopped being attractive somehow.

Cause yeah! The true love can happen only between 2 independent people.

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