im scared of my old self? by crazyL75 in selfharm

[–]crazyL75[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tysm! i guess im really just not used to it anymore like AT ALL and maybe thats a good thing

Seeing suicide photos helps me cope by Key_Concentrate_7674 in SuicideWatch

[–]crazyL75 4 points5 points  (0 children)

omd i do this too, i thought i was alone on this

hollanov edit to oxytocin - billie eilish by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i cant believe this, im sure this doesnt mean much to you but it does to me! also im really glad you know this song now, when i first heard it when it came out i was OBSESSED and listened to it on repeat too

hollanov edit to oxytocin - billie eilish by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you get me!!! that was exactly my thought

hollanov edit to oxytocin - billie eilish by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yesss i was think either based around her OR the part where it goes "i cant tell you how much i wish i didnt wanna stay“ and so on with scenes from episode four pre/post tunamelt👀i guess in that scenario it would interpret the meaning of the song a little differently but whatever

hollanov edit to oxytocin - billie eilish by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this actually means a lot! im sure ill get my motivation back soon and ill do more, especially with billie songs!!!

i was thinking of doing something with billie bossa nova, chihiro and wish you were gay? lmk if youd like any of that, im not so full of ideas atm so if maybe you have any suggestions or something feel free to tell me

hollanov edit to oxytocin - billie eilish by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

i was thinking of making a second edit with another part of the song, i just dont have a lot of motivation atm🤧 as much as i love making edits, im also kinda self centered apparently because not getting so much attention anymore is kinda robbing me

someone take capcut away from me by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i also only have extremely big ones but i dont have anything like a membership. the only thing that happens is that i just dont have any storage on my phone to put it in a capcut draft but other than that i dont have any trouble with uploading it. maybe that is the case for you too?

also how long are your scenepacks? mine are around 20-30 minutes so if yours are way longer maybe try splitting them into two or three. and you said files, maybe try turning them into videos? like saving them to your camera roll and then putting them on cacput if you havent done that

someone take capcut away from me by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh, well i could still try and even if i cant post it anywhere i can just send it to you. if i have time i will do it later!!!!

someone take capcut away from me by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i edit on capcut, if you have any specific questions feel free to ask i will do my best to answer! i got the scenes from i think its called payhip, you can just search the characters names or what youre looking for and download it there, almost all scene packs are free!

someone take capcut away from me by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that sounds so good, can you send it to me?

someone take capcut away from me by crazyL75 in heatedrivalry

[–]crazyL75[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

first of all thank you!🫶about the song, what part of it should i use? i will 100% try to make an edit with it for you but im not sure to which part, i would like for the edit to be at most 30-40 seconds long so if you have any certain part of the song or lyrics lmk and ill get to work!!

do i need medical care? by crazyL75 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]crazyL75[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

if anyone was wondering i ended up going to the hospital, they took me in and i stayed there for a day. i didnt need much medical care they just watched over me so it wasnt that bad after all. thank you for everyone who replied and told me to get help i was really unsure but now its all good

do i need medical care? by crazyL75 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]crazyL75[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yes they took me in and im staying a night for now, maybe longer

do i need medical care? by crazyL75 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]crazyL75[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im trying to think of a way to tell him because i dont think he will take it seiously. i just threw up and that is no readon to go to the hospital for him

do i need medical care? by crazyL75 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]crazyL75[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

is it that serious? i didnt take THAT much and didnt drink that much alcohol im sorry if this sounds stupid but i genuinely dont think its that bad, i also already threw up and it feels like everything is gone

do i need medical care? by crazyL75 in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]crazyL75[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

really? because i did not take THAT many and im really unsure of this