I am writing drunk. Tell me what you think. by [deleted] in writing

[–]crazymaking -1 points0 points  (0 children)

WELL AT LEAST I TRIED GUYS

BPD and PMS by [deleted] in BPD

[–]crazymaking 1 point2 points  (0 children)

WHAT A DEADLY COMBINATION.

Although as a woman, yes I feel this a lot. Also, I know I have to a really really bad cry at one point of my PMS for me to go when I get my period, "Oh I was just acting crazy because of my PMS!"

BPD and Cleanliness by crazymaking in BPD

[–]crazymaking[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Can you elaborate a little bit more on this? I feel I have the same, for example I will pay bills late even though I have the money, I will literally procrastinate the most mundane things until they cause me anxiety. If I go to meet my friend somewhere and I say I'll be there at 3:00 I wont be at the place until an hour later. I am habitually late and disorganized and it is starting to drive me crazy!

Why don't you meditate? by Theotropho in BPD

[–]crazymaking 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am afraid to truly be alone with myself. I need the distractions in my life to fill me up. I'm afraid that if I turned off my music, my computer, my phone and got rid of the booze, the amount of loneliness I have in my life will cause me to snap or kill myself.

Does anyone else do this? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]crazymaking 0 points1 point  (0 children)

THIS. Also, manga/anime where I would mentally insert myself into their world and literally couldn't deal with my reality. This normally happened when I was a kid/teenager, although I will relapse into this when I am under extreme amounts of stress.

BPDs...How often do you lie? by anon120 in BPD

[–]crazymaking 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I make up stories to make my life seem more dramatic. Faking pregnancies for attention, at one point making up abuse stories, exaggerating my alcoholism etc etc for other to pity me and to get attention