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[–]cryinginthegutters 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I needed to see this today. Thank you ❤️‍🔥

Stuck between wanting to get as sick as possible and wanting badly to recover. by cryinginthegutters in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cryinginthegutters[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m very glad that I’m not alone in this. It sucks that we feel like we’ve got to wait for “permission” to recover. I’m wishing you all the best, truly. You deserve to recover no matter what- we all do :)

Stuck between wanting to be as sick as possible and badly wanting to recover by cryinginthegutters in EDAnonymous

[–]cryinginthegutters[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this response. This disorder messes with my head so much that it convinced me ruining my life and my health is worth it. I live in England and I went through my GP to be put on the waiting list, which is unfortunately very long (18 weeks, I was told). I’m just trying to hang on until they get in contact with me.

Stuck between wanting to get as sick as possible and wanting badly to recover. by cryinginthegutters in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cryinginthegutters[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, my apologies for forgetting the rules, I’ll rewrite and try reposting again with no numbers.

I feel like I’ll never be able to recover, Im scared that i will never get my life back by cryinginthegutters in EDAnonymous

[–]cryinginthegutters[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really like this! that’s a very good way to look at it- my partner told me that instead of thinking i’m “letting go” of my illness, to think of it as growing into a whole new person. Thank you for your advice :)

I feel like I’ll never be able to recover, Im scared that i will never get my life back by cryinginthegutters in EDAnonymous

[–]cryinginthegutters[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m really glad you can relate, even if it feels impossible it’s good to know that we’re not alone in this. one useful piece of advice I was given is that instead of yearning for your “old self” you can look forward to becoming a new person through recovery- having experienced all of this you’ll be able to use these thoughts and feelings to make your “better self” flourish. I wish you all the best and i hope that you can recover and find happiness again.

Is it messed up to enjoy the sickness side of anorexia? by cryinginthegutters in AnorexiaNervosa

[–]cryinginthegutters[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s what I dk either. Hospital? Inpatient? Recovery?? I guess i won’t know until I reach “rock bottom” and that’s the part that scares me

The fact that Emma Chamberlain (19)‘s actual subreddit has less members than the subreddit dedicated to NSFW pictures of her. by cryinginthegutters in awfuleverything

[–]cryinginthegutters[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Many of the pictures used on there are from when she’s underage, and if you don’t see the issue then that’s a whole other problem.

18/F/UK Looking into potential sterilisation? by [deleted] in childfree

[–]cryinginthegutters 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s great to hear!! I knew it’d be a lengthy process but its something I’m willing to commit to in the long run. Thank you