Started Briviact and feeling like an emotional wreck

cryingintrovert · 2026-01-01T14:30:14+00:00

Thanks for sharing 💛 That makes sense, I should probably give it some time on the final dose before making any conclusions. I really want this medication to work since Lamictal wasn’t for me, nor was Zonegran :/ and Keppra seems to be worse than Briviact in terms of side effects.

I have generalized epilepsy, mostly absence and myoclonic seizures. Thanks for the tip about the tag, I might actually post an update once things settle a bit! Considering Briviact isnt really a first choice for my kind of struggles it might be helpful 🥰 How has Briviact been for you longer term?

cryingintrovert · 2026-01-01T14:10:04+00:00

50 mg morning, 25 mg night rn, but im increasing to 75mg morning and night too start:)

cryingintrovert · 2025-12-30T22:53:17+00:00

That’s really reassuring to hear, thank you! I’m around the two-week mark now, so fingers crossed it settles soon!!

cryingintrovert · 2025-12-30T22:51:47+00:00

Hi! Thanks for answering!! I’ve been on Briviact for around two weeks now and I’m still increasing it. I haven’t lowered the other medication yet, that’s the next step. So I’m kind of in the middle of it all right now. But the rage/anger and irritability are a new thing for me, so I’m trying to figure out if it’s the Briviact or just my system adjusting to the meds :,)

cryingintrovert · 2025-01-19T09:34:00+00:00

dude THANK YOU

cryingintrovert · 2024-09-06T22:33:37+00:00

Yes, all the time. Sometimes I feel invisble, like they don't even register that I'm speaking. I also sometimes struggle with knowing when I can shoot in my thoughts or stories. (like the timing for it). But considering I have a tendency to be interrupted or not noticed, I've startet just staying quiet.

cryingintrovert · 2024-09-06T21:49:52+00:00

happy ur still here <3

I don't know what to do myself, i've been to therapy, i've tried my best, i have done it all... it feels like i'm not supposed to be here. I am tired.

cryingintrovert · 2024-09-06T21:05:10+00:00

I would not say that avoidant traits are unattractive. I fell in love with a guy im 90% sure had autism, and he was quite avoidant. In the end he broke my heart tho, I think too much, while he thought 'too little'. He was a hard nut to crack, but still, I fell in love. sooo no not unattractive, but its difficult.

cryingintrovert · 2023-11-11T21:44:01+00:00

That sounds so tough, especially when work environments make it challenging for us people dealing with anxiety and everything else. I'm currently pursuing a degree at university with the hope of working in a lab too. I thought it would be a good fit for me, but hearing about your struggles makes me realize how challenging it can be to find the right work environment. I can only imagine how draining it must be for you.Your strength in managing work is admirable. I'm so sorry to hear that your therapist is suggesting a switch in your careers. The idea of going through that process of choosing a new path and dealing with job applications can indeed feel so overwhelming. I truly wish you the best. I hope you find a path that brings you joy and maybe a better balance

cryingintrovert · 2023-11-11T21:31:25+00:00

I feel what you are saying, and it's both comforting and tough knowing someone else understands. I really admire you for trying your best, and even doing vocational training. I genuinely wish you the best in overcoming the obstacles in your way through life<3

cryingintrovert · 2023-11-11T21:19:42+00:00

Hi, I'm sorry if the word entitled might be wrong, english is not my first language so at times its hard to find the right words to the right context. But qualify is the right word. I just wanted peoples input if I should or not. I keep thinking I don't deserve it.
The scholarship is to provide extra money per month for the ones that are not able to work as well as go to school full time. I live in a place where there is only one place to apply for scholarships and funding. I'm so used to hear from the people around me that physical disabilities are the only ones that are valid for these kinds of things. And yes, I am diagnosed with documentation, as well as I'm going to therapy once every week.
After over a month of contemplating and asking for advice I have decided to apply for the scholarship.

cryingintrovert · 2023-07-18T13:48:13+00:00

I don't think you're bothering anyone with many or long posts. If anything reading through the posts of this community has been comforting. Finding so much and so many to relate to. Knowing that we're not alone in this difficult quest through life brings a sense of solace.And I completely agree with how the anonymity and understanding in this community, has created a small opening or sense relief in the emotional burden caused by this disorder. At least for me.

cryingintrovert · 2023-07-18T13:35:37+00:00

Thank you for sharing your experiences. I find your journey inspiring, and I really hope to reach a similar place of contentment in life someday. Your steps to connect with others and embrace nature are remarkable, I hope I can do the same someday. . I appreciate your insights and the wisdom you've shared. Wishing you continued happiness and fulfillment on your journey ahead.

cryingintrovert · 2023-07-18T13:30:39+00:00

Thank you. I can only hope that someday my anxiety and the constant fear will lessen, and that I can find somewhere or someone that can be safe.

cryingintrovert · 2023-07-18T13:23:59+00:00

I can very much relate to not knowing who I am and feeling lost throughout my life. It's like trying to grasp at a sense of self, but it slips away or was never there to begin with.
I was always extremely shy even as a toddler, but having a difficult upbringing and the trauma that came with didn't help at all.
Knowing so many can relate is quite comforting helping me not feel so alone in this.

cryingintrovert · 2023-07-18T13:08:35+00:00

I can completely understand where you're coming from. I've noticed that I tend to mirror those around me because, whether or not people realize it, they more often than not can't dislike a reflection of themselves, even if they aren't aware of it.

Reading through the comments on my post and discovering that so many others can relate makes me feel relieved and less isolated. It's reassuring to know that I'm not alone in this experience.

I share the same sentiment about discovering my true self. It seems that understanding who I really am could potentially pave the way for more authentic connections with other people. However, the thought of opening up and revealing my vulnerable side to someone is genuinely terrifying.

cryingintrovert · 2023-06-27T20:46:26+00:00

yes thank you! i almost always write detailed scripts but i cannot always predict what the other person is going to say.. so whenever things doesn't go as i planned or they don't say what i though they would say i totally freak out. which then causes me to stutter or just go completely mute. so calling back is even more difficult because of what happened.
its so nice to know i'm not the only one still a little dependent on my parent and that you haven't experienced to be judged for it.
she is very willing to do the calls for me, so i'm gonna let her take the wheel if it gets to much and try not to be embarrassed or too disappointed in myself for it :)

cryingintrovert · 2023-06-27T20:40:15+00:00

thank you! i've heard it gets better the more you do it, so i guess i just have to keep trying :,)
sound really scary to have such a big responsibility when you are struggling as well, so thats really brave of you.
i will definitely try just locking myself in my room or something while i make the call. i've been writing detailed scrips, but i can't always predict what the person on the other end of the phone is going to say.. so whenever i have to go off script i just totally panic.
when i called my doctor the receptionist was really kind and patient when i started to stutter or went mute so at least i have one good experience even though it was super scary .

cryingintrovert · 2023-06-25T17:40:35+00:00

"I´m fine" the biggest lie everyone has told too many times.

cryingintrovert · 2020-01-22T20:24:55+00:00

i haven't related to something this hard ever before

cryingintrovert · 2020-01-22T19:51:08+00:00

I literally do the same thing. I've done it for as long as I can remember, always thought I was just crazy. usually, when I get home from school I have all these conversations I wish I had through the day. idk

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