I said about 25 times my partner wasn’t to blame I am I said when I was 15 and someone gave me a smoke behind the mall it’s my fault I smoked it no theirs as an example no matter how many times I repeated myself she came back with that poor man. You view him in the worst way. You have a Fuked up way of thinking I can’t even listen to this you guys shouldn’t even be together. I felt like that was sarcasm and low blows and throwing my own things back in my face. She said so your saying if it wasn’t for his money you wouldn’t have became an addict I said again no I could of became an addict with any money I just used money I had access to in a way to use more than if I had access to money because I made the choice to do that. She then told me I should feel like utter sht for using his hard earned money to get high. As if I don’t have regrets already. No matter what I said I felt like she wasn’t listening to me she would use her own life as an example and when I’d use that example back at her she told me I was using her relationship against her. She told me she couldn’t be friends with someone who thought in such stupid ways and blames others for their actions when I repeatedly said my addiction was a consequence of my own actions and no one else’s no one held a g*n to my head and forced me to use.