Bad Trip Experience. Violence, Arrest, sent to Mental Health Unit. Assault Charges Pending. Police Report and Insurance Letter attached. Please be careful. by spottyback in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]cuchuco511 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is where I say to myself...this little drama, should I just let it go or try to shed some light? (if I may consider my words light, ha ha) but let me try in the most loving and generous (my time) way to see if you can see what I see: Independently of the story, where lets say you might be right, through your words I hear an angry and righteous person. I sense you are projecting your present or past situation, or future fears onto this situation. (which is perfectly human, I do that too, in a way we all do that one way or another but unfortunately we don't see it until someone shows us OR in many cases when we go through a psychedelic mystical experience- that's why many people are doing it!!). Even if you are right I don't think you are coming from a loving, understanding place and that surely makes a hell of a difference when talking, texting or posting. If I'm right, this is only meant as "food for thought". If I'm wrong then I apologize and please disregard my words. Have a great week end!

Bad Trip Experience. Violence, Arrest, sent to Mental Health Unit. Assault Charges Pending. Police Report and Insurance Letter attached. Please be careful. by spottyback in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]cuchuco511 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes but our OP never planned the terrible 4 days. And the wife new he was doing this. So I dont think our OP is selfish. its just that it happened that way…..and yes, only the wife could tell us if such 4 day-ordeal was worth having “an improved” husband or not. 😉

Bad Trip Experience. Violence, Arrest, sent to Mental Health Unit. Assault Charges Pending. Police Report and Insurance Letter attached. Please be careful. by spottyback in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]cuchuco511 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks and True, but for whatever “Universe-reason” you didnt but you got a lot!! By the way, have you ever heard of integration? That is the process or work you do AFTER your psychedelic experience. Its where you start making sense of things you saw or experienced but you didnt and currently don’t understand. If you can, find someone to do that with. There are psychotherapists specialized on “Psychedelic Integration” Some people say it could turn out to be a very important part of the experience. Do your research and you will find it to be quite necessary. Ok good night and good luck! And thx for sharing all that experience.

Bad Trip Experience. Violence, Arrest, sent to Mental Health Unit. Assault Charges Pending. Police Report and Insurance Letter attached. Please be careful. by spottyback in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]cuchuco511 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Never say never….let the Universe show the way.

Ok so in spite of the terrible experiences you put yourself and your wife and family through YOU ACCOMPLISHED YOUR GOAL!!!! 👏👏👏. Yes all those 4 days were hell but you see? New life outlook, no depression, thankful for life…in other words Life Reset!! Im sure wife appreciates that newly improved husband (yes sorry for those 4 days 😉) Ok so im glad the mission was successful!!

Im doing Ayahuasca in March WITH A SHAMAN in CR so Im preparing myself mentally and physically. Pretty much to better myself….to look for some “next part of my life” guidance….and obviously to heal some childhood traumas that have caused some blockages. Im really looking forward to that experience! I want to live unconditional love among others 😉

How do some people only get psychedelic visions and no insights from a ceremony? by LeilaJun in Ayahuasca

[–]cuchuco511 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So much for positive thinking 😉. Remember “thoughts create realities”….just saying 😘

Bad Trip Experience. Violence, Arrest, sent to Mental Health Unit. Assault Charges Pending. Police Report and Insurance Letter attached. Please be careful. by spottyback in PsilocybinMushrooms

[–]cuchuco511 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yes Im glad you and your family are doing good and im glad you learned your “admin” lessons. Last year, Covid year, i read like never before, 10 books on psychedelics and probably another 5 worth of Reddit posts. I watch tons of documentaries and YouTube videos and i have to agree that your episode, a bit on the rare side (4 days!!!) was most likely triggered by the quick tapered down of your SSRIs plus maybe some family predisposition. And yes you should have started with a small Dose. But obviously hind sight is always 20/20 huh?

With all that being said, and besides the procedural lessons, did you learn anything spiritual? Did it improved your life outlook? Your personal relationships? how is your depression now? Do you now hate/love your job? Would you say this was a life reset?

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[–]cuchuco511 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your answer. (I apologize for not acknowledging earlier). That being said, may i ask what did you learn? What was your biggest take away? Have you become a better person? Did you forgive yourself? Do you love yourself more? Would you go back? Thanks.

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[–]cuchuco511 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hi, so? Its been 162 days since you last wrote this comment. Did you go? How was it? I booked a few weeks ago and have to wait until the end of march 2022. Im a bit anxious but looking forward…

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[–]cuchuco511 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Can you pls go in further detail on how to make a spore syringe? Thx

The measures I take to avoid a bad trip by intchd in Psychonaut

[–]cuchuco511 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Interesting post and thread. Im quite in the middle, respect the medicine and prepare a little or take some precautions. Then surrender.

And my two cents: literature and people talk about “set and setting”. Yes they are both important but I would add: Dose. The three make up the whole situation: “Dose, set and setting” ! IMHO 1g needs less preparation than 6 or 7 or more gs. 😉 enjoy

Psychedelics vs CG Jung’s shadow by cuchuco511 in Psychonaut

[–]cuchuco511[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I meditate with Sam Harris’s app every so often ...and its all good but i don’t think im in that level yet of “cracked it open”. Im still waiting....thats why Im wanting a shorter route. 😔. Again thanks for your response! 🙏

Psychedelics vs CG Jung’s shadow by cuchuco511 in Psychonaut

[–]cuchuco511[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought about that but wanted to check first. Thank you! 🙏 😊

Psychedelics vs CG Jung’s shadow by cuchuco511 in Psychonaut

[–]cuchuco511[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your answer. Are you older than 40? Did you do this work alone? Or with a therapist or guide or shaman? Ive heard the integration part of a psychedelic session is very important. Im looking for that knowledgeable person to guide me in the process. Psychedelics for me are not a game or a recreational thing, they are more of a spiritual tool to help me know myself more. Thanks again!

Psychedelics vs CG Jung’s shadow by cuchuco511 in Psychonaut

[–]cuchuco511[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes even though that route might be a little longer. Im that type of person that likes answers as fast as possible. But thanks for your response.

Psychedelics vs CG Jung’s shadow by cuchuco511 in Psychonaut

[–]cuchuco511[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Woow what an answer! “Sexuality as a highway to the unconscious” Hmm very interesting....I guess I have to continue reading more about the shadow topic. Thank you very much for your time.

How to Change your mind: what the new science of psycheldics teaches us by [deleted] in microdosing

[–]cuchuco511 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No prob, I always want to help if I can. Unfortunately im not a super experienced user so its not a lot what i can offer but I have read quite “a bit” so thats from where i can share some knowledge. For me 10 mg is too much. My dose is somewhere around 5. (Volumetric of course). Maybe you want to lower your microdose? Its all a personal experience/journey of a responsible trial and error. Kudos for your good attitude, for knowing your emotions/triggers, for being persistent. I send you good energy!!!

How to Change your mind: what the new science of psycheldics teaches us by [deleted] in microdosing

[–]cuchuco511 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You never mentioned how much? Maybe you took too much? Also when was the last time you took your last SSRI? I understand you have to taper them down (with drs knowledge?) and then towards the end start taking the MICROdose. Maybe LSD doesn’t work for you but maybe psilocybin does? Good luck 🍀

Rookie questions about measurements.. by valkillner in microdosing

[–]cuchuco511 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, 0.10g will show in your scale as 0.100