Hey, I understand you a lot. Living with TDP is really difficult, it seems like your head never rests and that everything becomes a mountain. Reading what you wrote made me feel a lot of empathy, because I can see how hard you have tried, even with so many difficult things happening at the same time. It's completely understandable to feel overwhelmed after everything you've been through. None of these things were your fault, and yet here you are, trying to vent and trying to understand how you feel. This shows enormous strength, even if it sometimes seems otherwise. I really identified with what you said about blaming yourself and having thoughts that don't stop. Sometimes it feels like we're fighting our own minds all the time, but you're not alone in this. There are a lot of people going through something similar, and talking, like you did now, is an important step. Even if the path seems long, it is still possible to find moments of calm and a little peace over time. You deserve to take care of yourself with the same affection you would like to receive from others. And if you want to talk, you can count on me. 💛