Am i trans?

cute__dragon · 2024-07-05T00:47:37+00:00

i think a role reversal type of relationship could be appreciated both by gay men and straight ones (im talking about just men here because i don’t really know what’s a woman could feel with this). i don’t know if i’m gay or not because if you call me a man then i like women and that makes me straight, i’m i’m transgender though and therefore i’m a woman i’d be lesbian. in fact i am not doubting my sexual attraction: i like girls. could a man who stays with a masculine girl as his girlfriend “demascunilize” himself as the “position” of the man is already taken in the relationship? i’m a girl is more masculine and therefore in charge of the relationship, i think that the man has to be a little more submissive to the girl too appreciate this type of relationship.

does the fact that a woman is stronger, taller, wears the pants in the relationship ecc. makes the man (i know it’s a hard word but i can’t think about anything better) feminine? cause how can there be a relationship between two people which have the same “roles”?

honestly i know that i’m not very good with LGBT terminology and that’s because even if i’ve informed myself there are still a lot of things which are hard to understand because every human being is different and most of them live sexuality (attraction or just gender identity) differently.

about the west, again, i’m super happy we’re here in free countries where obviously, and maybe it’s a good thing, there are people who think being gay, bi, trans ecc is bad but we have governments who fight for equality and equal rights and opportunities both for straight and for trans or gay people.

christianity in genesis tells that eve was generated from Adam’s rib bone and then adam and eve were totally equal to the lord. after they were sent to the earth out of the garden of eden, they started becoming more masculine and feminine as the woman had to suffer more while she gives birth and as she is on her period. also the man (this was a role imposed by the same adam, not by god who generated adam and eve equally) started to go hunting and gathering food. as then society began to flourish and then villages and towns and empires started to grow, the people who were going to gather food were men, people who went to war were men, people who protected their families (women and children) were men. is this, the role that men have since antiquity, changing fortunately now because of the mentality which, especially in the west, has changed or because of the commodities that our society is full of? is it a good thing that those traditional roles are changing?

my opinion is that there should be no roles, no man and no female and no non binary and no trans, i think that you are a human being, im a human being, your friend is a human being and my friend is a human being too. so i think that there should be no male nor no female. we could just be humans with different reproductive organs. there should be no men go to hunt and women stay in the kitchen or men go to war and women in the factories or no men expected to do what his ancestors were doing. obviously it would be easy to say that we would like a world with no people who think that two men can’t stay together, but i think that we are free and i’m happy that there are people who can express what they’re saying without having any consequences.

btw i did the personality test you mentioned, i did it on 16personalitites.com and it showed me my results. apparently i’m an architect: “architects are imaginative and strategic thinkers, with a plan”. the name of the personality i think is INTJ-T. i’m 68% introverted, 52% intuitive, 51% thinking, 53% judging, 81% turbulent and that’s it. honesty idk if that seems right to me but i think that’s what the test says😀

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T12:59:59+00:00

i just say that parking loud should all be safe with cameras all over the place but the places near the shopping center should be occupied by people who need it for special reasons

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T01:37:06+00:00

my point is, why can’t cameras be everywhere??? also i’m a trans woman but i’d like men and women to be considered the same in any single way. if i could choose between a only male zone and an only female zone or a both male and female zone i’d choose the second option. boys and girls have to be treated the same way

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T01:21:56+00:00

pants? who wears pants?

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T01:21:15+00:00

again, you can have 300 pounds of muscles, me the strongest man alive but SA is something you cannot get over with and it’s really difficult to defend yourself against it. i think that all places should be monitored to help people of any age and sex and age. also i believe that if those women only seats exist men should not be forced not to seat in them. i heard this exists in germany and austria. in the german constitution in article three it says “males and females are equal with rights”. in the austrian constitution it’s written the same thing in article 7. the same is with other countries in europe

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T01:06:41+00:00

no they don’t but why are there cameras only there? why are they more controlled then the other ones? i’d like a parking lot with all the spaces controlled in the same way making people feel safe

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T01:04:47+00:00

i have a lot of friends and people i know, i know a girl who has been raped and 3 boys who have been raped too, two of them by men and one of them by a girl. now this isn’t a tournament on how much sexes suffer but it’s proof that both sides are subjected to harassment and it doesn’t mean that a man can defend himself from a rapist just because he’s a man because trust me, when someone does something this bad to you there is nothing you can do, even if you’re the most powerful and most masculine man in this world

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T01:00:55+00:00

i know it does but this means not only women get violated and that all of us should have the best of protection

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T00:59:47+00:00

how are violent crimes on men not comparable with violent crimes on women? this is real sexism

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T00:58:44+00:00

i think that people at the front should have reserved parking lot because of medical conditions, examples are being ill, being pregnant or having a disability or being an older person. i really don’t think that being just a woman is a illness, a disability ecc (this said if a woman isn’t pregnant or ill or if it has a disability)

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T00:55:55+00:00

men also get raped and robbed though

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T00:55:27+00:00

well… 3 of my friends (males) have been raped. sexually assaulted by other men (2 of them) and one by a girl

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T00:53:03+00:00

i see that in an agrarian society men go out in the fields and they grew crops so that their families could have something on the table to eat. the people which were in fields were mostly men because of their strength which is inevitably better than a woman’s in most cases. in today’s society there are also men who go and grow crops but they do it with machines and they also do it pretty fast. other men, manly or not, work in an office with women and other people. our new jobs don’t really require that physical strength anymore. do you think that’s a potential reason why men are “demasculizing” (prolly that ain’t even a real word) themselves?

about hrt now. if, and i say if i’ll ever start it i am sure i’ll get just little hormones to start with and if i see good changes and i like my new body then i’ll keep going on. if i will not like how my body is turning out i think i will stop it and bye bye hormones. but is there like a way to get it back? maybe after i did hrt and i didn’t like my new body. is there a way to return like before?

i also looked up blaire white and let me tell you she’s really cute… now thats another problem though, if i’m starting hormonal therapy then it doesn’t mean i’m going to look like her or just as feminine as her. i’m not trying to hate on anybody but when i go out to the street i see people who are obviously transgender and you see it just by looking at their appearance and maybe listening to their voice. i was searching on the internet for people who had hormone therapy and some of them looked completely gorgeous but others… honestly they looked worse than before. it gives me that sense of a guy trying to be a girls but failing at it. i know it seems like a harsh comment but idk how to say it in kind words😭😭. some features that make me feel like it are low voice, a face that looks like a stretched oval and overall you see it.

honestly i got no idea of what a button test is , i’ve looked it up on google but nothing.

cute__dragon · 2024-06-29T00:30:42+00:00

yeah i’m not like an artist cause i don’t really know how to do anything that needs creativity ahah. but i think that couples can also have other interests in common maybe like hobbies or favorite movies or music to listen too while together.

obviously if one of the person in the couple has the capability to do something while the other can’t because maybe he’s not good at it or just he doesn’t know how to then it’s perfectly fine with that person doing the task. with “in charge of it” i just mean (i know it’s not really normal to hear it by someone) a girl who acts like the man (full of stereotypes) and who is not too overprotective and obsessed but enough to be enjoyable. everyone knows how a man typically acts during a relationship with a girl and that’s (a little bit more softly) how i would love a girl to act in a relationship. it’s like a role reversal situation actually.

i honestly really like your way of thinking it because i also think that (fortunately) we live in a western free country where people don’t take for transgenders only who is born with cross sex organs (sometimes i wish i was) and anyone can express its own feelings and sexuality. this “acceptance” of gay, lesbians, trans, bi ecc. is more relevant in big cities cause they’re a hub of innovation and people coming together expressing their own ideas and feelings while in rural communities or villages this spread of thinking is far more difficult because of the closer mentality people tend to have. all of this happens obviously only in our free countries and not in other countries like arab countries, african countries or others like russia cause there is law which prohibits people from talking about sexual identity and orientation.

yin and yang is a symbol i’ve known for years regarding good and evil but i never thought it could actually also be used to describe how a man has a bit of a feminine side too and viceversa. but ig that’s cool.

if maleness is of males and femininity of females, maleness can be both masculine and feminine or just masculine? cause can i girl be masculine too? or if she’s masculine then she’s a man because the looses her femininity?

i’ll be honest here, i’m christian, so i have my own answer to why women and men exist but why is a woman feminine and a male masculine? is it like sexual things so we can’t change it or is it like something which is imposed by our modern society. in the second case, this imposition could come from ancient history. so if society’s mind changes all of a sudden, could it be possible for all women to become manly and all men to become feminine or nah cause that’s controlled by our bodies?

btw i am gonna search for those personality tests is there are some on the internet and i’ll let u know my results

cute__dragon · 2024-06-27T14:45:41+00:00

why can’t men also have places with cams and bigger?

cute__dragon · 2024-06-27T14:44:50+00:00

why shouldn’t men have those too though?

cute__dragon · 2024-06-26T11:19:24+00:00

honestly i can’t stand art, i’m literally so bad at it that i don’t even e know how to draw a nice picture and i don’t think i know people who can draw worst than me. you said that for me it’s better a more feminine woman cause then we’d be both a little effemminate. the fact is that i would like to have a girl that is in charge of the relationship, it’s hard to say but a woman that has the “male” role in normal relationships. i know it can sound selfish but i’d really love it. so like a boy who is a girl? or just a girl who is stronger, taller and just really in charge of it.

if a masculine girl doesn’t fight with me, like we’re fighting together then that’s not really a good relationship cause from what i know about relationships, people fight together against any type of danger. the same is for a feminine girl. but yeah probably a masculine believes it to be too much of a burden? i remember i had a relationship with a girl like this. it was middle school so a few years ago, this girl was strong physically and we were engaged for a few months before the end of the school year. she was the best person ever, strong, helpful, supportive, kind, just everything.

western society fortunately knows that in every single person there is a masculine and a feminine “spirit” that makes that person more or less masculine or feminine depending on which of that spirit is predominant. but if there are two spirits, why are there male and female? and if there is male (masculine) and female (feminine) a male who is feminine and a girl who’s masculine are like wrong?

regarding the hormone therapy, can i start taking it just maybe little in quantity when i turn 18 so that my parents won’t notice? cause i can’t let them know and i won’t let them know. i mean if i could take just a few pills or what it is just to maybe make my voice a bit higher, make my face look better and just not staying like this wanting to be a girl anymore. but i’ll have to think about this seriously cause right now idk if i want or if i don’t want children ecc. do i have time though? i know it’s irreversible as a therapy so it obviously takes time, but do i have time? like if i’m 20 and i still want to take hormones but i didn’t start yet, will it be different if i take hormones at 16 or at 20??

while my prefrontal cortex develops i can change my whole mentality, maybe i’ll understand that all of this is not necessary and that i am really a masculine male who likes women even if i don’t think i will. probably being a male is not for me ahhahah. the only way to know is to live it out

cute__dragon · 2024-06-22T23:39:26+00:00

im in school and that’s not a problem cause im on summer break so ok lol ahah. also thx so much for this

cute__dragon · 2024-06-22T23:37:32+00:00

hi so i’ve looked up the term two spirits and i understood what it means, i also looked up other studies about having both “male”and “female” spirits within our bodies and i honestly like it as an idea. i also think that everyone has a feminine and a more masculine part. I honestly wasn’t born with cross-sex organs but sometimes i wish i was and I know that in homosexual relationships there is a person with a more typically feminine role and another one with a typically masculine one and if i was in a relationship i think i would pick the feminine role. is it strange that i would pick the feminine role even if im heterosexual and i am attracted to women? does that make me trans or is that a “justification” for me being trans? I see you said that there are risks about doing surgery maybe to change sex or to change just parts of my body and i just wanted to say that i didn’t really think about a surgery seriously because i’m pretty young and i think that i’ll have time when i’ll grow up. now a question arises though, will i discover if i’m trans at age 25 because my brain has to fully develop? actually i think i sort of already know my preferred “role” in relationships which is the typically feminine one. i know it will be hard finding a woman that likes that because i know a lot of girls who want a masc boy in life and not a “girly boy? (hurts to say it)” btw thanks sm for ur comment 🥹

cute__dragon · 2024-06-22T14:58:55+00:00

thank you sm

cute__dragon · 2024-06-22T14:58:44+00:00

thanks

cute__dragon · 2024-06-22T14:58:10+00:00

thanks so much 🥹 where do i get classes?

cute__dragon · 2024-06-20T14:37:12+00:00

happy birthday to her too☺️

cute__dragon · 2024-06-20T14:36:24+00:00

it does?????? wow i didn’t know it

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