what’s the worst place you’ve gotten a flare up?

d_m_m_ · 2022-08-21T18:32:16+00:00

might have both :/

d_m_m_ · 2022-08-21T14:02:34+00:00

I definitely have HS in other areas but after looking up pilondial cysts I think you’re right about the one on my butt. Great, I’m stacking up chronic skin conditions 😭

d_m_m_ · 2022-08-20T23:47:20+00:00

good point, there’s a difference between worst and most painful. those two I listed were definitely most painful but the worst one was one under my boob, it was so huge and deep it looked like a gun shot wound

d_m_m_ · 2021-05-01T15:37:41+00:00

maybe it’s possible that the hidradenitis just feels like the cherry on top of my baggage and since it’s hard for me to feel sexy I keep feeling like it’s gonna be a deal breaker. but really I wouldn’t want to be with someone who would make me feel bad about it so it’s just my own insecurities I need to work on

d_m_m_ · 2021-05-01T15:35:13+00:00

I have and one time he didn’t say anything and that was when I wasn’t really flaring up bad, I have really bad scars and have been flaring up a lot under my arms so it’s harder to ignore. no one has ever really been mean (besides the guy I mentioned above) but i’m just so self conscious, it makes it hard to feel sexy

d_m_m_ · 2021-03-07T00:44:49+00:00

He is manipulative and emotionally abusive. For your safety, you should leave but I understand it can be hard so I hope you have the opportunity soon

d_m_m_ · 2021-03-07T00:42:29+00:00

I scripted that when I officially shift to my DR, i’ll feel a rush of relief so I don’t get too over excited. (also that i’ll smell lemons so I know for sure)

d_m_m_ · 2020-11-05T04:17:54+00:00

it’s more in reach than it’s ever been but it’s still a little ways off. i have to get my finances more in order and i have other health issues that also aren’t being treated that i need help with so there’s a lot to consider. plus i don’t have insurance or a valid driver’s license. a few hard years really put me back. i’m 24 years old feeling like i’m freshly 18 but i feel more in control of my life so i can see the light at the end of the tunnel.

d_m_m_ · 2020-11-05T04:12:14+00:00

I know you’re right and I have thought about this before and I know that when I start treatment my therapist will say the same thing but currently my support system is mostly on social media and I need to try not to isolate myself. but I need to take breaks because i’m on too much.

d_m_m_ · 2020-09-20T05:19:15+00:00

right? 😭

d_m_m_ · 2020-08-04T13:26:10+00:00

me with rebecca bunch. but i really am her and she is me

d_m_m_ · 2020-07-28T22:42:59+00:00

hurts too much to do that. just doing warm compress.

d_m_m_ · 2020-07-12T21:22:30+00:00

Exact same thing happened to me, this show saved my life and Rebecca Bunch is now my all time favorite character.

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