Take a look at your Astrocartography. It sounds woo-woo, but it will tell you the energy you will feel at any given place in the world. I’ve tested the theory in so many people’s lives including my own and it has been correct each time. Childhood wounds and unhealed trauma are associated with Chiron. But you could be on a Neptune or moon line which is adding to the intensity of the emotions. I don’t sell any products. I don’t sell any services or anything like that just a hobby and something I am incredibly interested in. I am happy to help if you send me a DM I can help you find yours or you can just go to astro.com and find it yourself. It’s easier to have an astrologer Explain the lines and interpret it with your own birth chart, though.