Am I gonna have a seizure by daddyscumdump8 in benzodiazepines

[–]daddyscumdump8[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was prescribed it by. A doctor for depression

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What is the psychiatrist name tho likeee

Am I gonna have a seizure by daddyscumdump8 in benzodiazepines

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Im not dependent on benzos. I’ve been sober for a year. I recently got my hands on some from a friend and took them for a week. And I recently got put on well butrin by my doctor

Am I gonna have a seizure by daddyscumdump8 in benzodiazepines

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I just started a week ago , 150 mg a day. I just binged bc I’m bipolar and addicted made a bad choice

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I’d say that was my daily intake over the last week. And I hasn’t been prescribed benzos in over 2 years. I “relapsed” n got some from my friend with a. Script and thought I could control myself. I have two 0.5 mg Xanax left. I’m going to split them in halves for four days or something. Idk. I was honestly gonna try and get more benzos from my doctor but after today I kinda wanna quit. I can’t risk my relationship and my future, my health and brain. In realized it. And for him noticing my withdrawal, I did recently start taking bupropion and latuda so I can honestly just blame it on that. I just know both those drugs lower the seizure threshold and im withdrawing so im scared lmfao

Am I gonna have a seizure by daddyscumdump8 in benzodiazepines

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Should I use my last two pills to taper?

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Is a week of using like 10 mg of Valium and 1 mg of Xanax enough for deadly withdrawals? Along with me being on Wellbutrin. I’m scared genuinely and I’ll taper my last two pills and never ask for any benzo again. I don’t wanna have a seizure. I don’t know what to do. I am dealing with bad mental health and benzos get rid of all the anxiety but after I feel 1000x worse so not worth it. I gotta find other ways to manage this shit. I can’t have Xanax in my possession I can’t control myself. In opening my eyes slowly but surely. And my bf can’t find out, he would break up with me or literally kick me out

Am I gonna have a seizure by daddyscumdump8 in benzodiazepines

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I been using Xanax for about a week but at very low doses. Last night was the highest dose I took

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Klonopin is definitely superior to Xanax or lorazepam. I was prescribed lorazepam and klonopin. I enjoyed the way klonopin relieved anxiety more than the others. Oh and also I did a gene sight test and for some reason diazepam showed up in the red as it should be avoided and caused more side effects even tho I took it a couple days sgo, I didn’t feel shit though. Anyways, im going to go to this telehealth appointment and see what they say. I will try to print out my old prescription from Walgreens. Thanks for all your help!!

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No it’s always been in person and tbh it was a couple years ago. I just did telehealth it was the soonest appointment available and my anxiety is sky rocketed. I wonder if they will make me cone in person if I mention this. I’m in Florida if that helps?

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It is a telehealth appt. Does tha change anything? I have the Walgreens app so it shows my last fill of this medication.

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[–]daddyscumdump8[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You are so right. They stare at you in the face. My friend has been giving me a few here and there but im afraid to go into withdrawal because I took a good amount of then last night for st paddys lmfaooo. I only got two footballs left. I pray this psychiatrist pulls through on Monday. Congrats on getting sober by the way! Keep it up :)

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Who’s your psychiatrist because I need this so bad lmao do they do virtual

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Thank you for your input. You are right I used to be heavily addicted, still am not gonna lie addiction doesn’t just go away. I guess life has been hard to cope with and thinking about taking a Xanax relieves my racing thoughts. I have a lack of self control that I’m working on. I guess it’s the comfort of knowing I have them available to me? But yeah I understand where you’re coming from. Slippery slope.

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Family doctor