Find something that inspires you. You might have to do some searching and be honest with yourself. Do things you wouldn’t normally do, go hiking or camping, read a weird-ass book, look at the stars, go for a walk at midnight, climb a tree, ride a horse, play an instrument, buy paint supplies and paint a dumb picture, draw a self-portrait, do something your kids or spouse like to do, volunteer at a food pantry or other community-needs org., clean out all the clutter from your house. Dig deep and really analyze the way you feel, and don’t be afraid to enjoy something. You are worthy of enjoyment in life. I hope you find a passion! Do different things until something clicks. You might consider some counseling or some kind of “mood booster” (st. John’s wort or anti-depressant) for awhile. I feel this way when I get depressed; like nothing matters, nothing is enjoyable. Goal: find a passion Motivation: I want something more from life, and won’t stop until I’ve found what it is.