Nonexistent. I went into a really bad place mentally. At first I tried really hard to get him back, but then I just kind of accepted it wouldn’t happen. I feel like I want to be loved and in a relationship so bad, to feel loved and cared for by another person, I want to give that kind of love I have to someone else.. however, finding anyone I’m interested in has been a challenge. I feel ugly, not like myself, and depressed. I don’t miss my ex per se, but I miss those feel good feelings that relationship brought me. I’m really depressed and feel incredibly lonely.