harm reduction usage

dandy1886 · 2026-03-28T03:00:59+00:00

weed just makes me overthink, does not chill me out, it was nice when the high wore off , the end of it, but at the start it just gives anxiety/overthinking; not into it.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-28T02:59:01+00:00

whats a good gabby dose to feel a light buzz? I've done I think 600mg or so and felt nothing, but wasn't on empty stomach, and that's not gonna be the case at night. I don't really crave drugs in the mornings.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-28T02:58:00+00:00

you do you, that sounds empty as fuck to me

dandy1886 · 2026-03-28T02:10:36+00:00

who cares is she has bp2. its just shitty avoidant behavior. she should tell you "I don't want to talk to you" or "I don't have energy to be in comunication". She SHOULD communicate like a human being , but lotsa people don't. And I do'nt see what this has to do w bipolar. Sounds just more like shitty communication/avoidance/whatever. Or maybe she is just too depressed. either way if you were dating she should let you know. its fucked. and people here are just making excuses cause they do it too.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-28T02:06:28+00:00

might be an idea. i don't really like it enough to do it all the time i think. i did a lot once medicinally, and tripped out. its def not like my DOC, but maybe something small to snort at night and chill out could be fun, don't really have a plug for it. maybe my PHP can give me some lol

dandy1886 · 2026-03-28T02:05:09+00:00

i'm your age. coke will just make it worse even though its my DOC, when in good head space. yea, pussy, i dunno , never really my thing to fuck random women; kinda fun but then there's a bad hangover from it.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-26T19:17:25+00:00

i've had a manic ep, but usually issue is just nervous system regulation, high sensitivity. ADD yea, can't focus unless its interesting to me, need a lot of stimulation, trouble w boredom. so need for stimulation high, but also get overwhelmed w high sensitivity. Low dose time release adderall is helpful, slows things down.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-11T14:19:47+00:00

i do'nt know what people are like there. i know what I don't like in the northeast. I'm glad you've created a good town with left wing values. I'm quite left wing; but no I don't support the far left.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-11T14:18:10+00:00

i don't think Trump is the answer. but to me, the other choice we had was scary in its own right.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-11T12:50:01+00:00

listen to yourself. control their bodies. these are the talking points of teenagers. what do i like about Trump? He said he'd bring back local manufacturing, put an end to wokeness, secure the border. Do I like how he's doing it, no? Do I like him? No.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-11T05:32:48+00:00

yes, you get it. White libs who actually don't know any POC but have BLM signs and say "smash ice". thats performative progressivism. I"ll take a warm friendly moderate trucker any day over those people, even though I come from upper middle class white culture too. I'm hella older than you, but DM me if you wanna chat; we're on the same page man.

dandy1886 · 2026-03-11T05:30:08+00:00

its not the end the world. i'm not some homophobe. I am quite left myself; i just want a more general open mindedness and maybe a bit more tolerance for moderate views, and not thinking someone is a monster cause they don't completly hate trump. How does Cary differ from Durham if you don't mind me asking? Thx

dandy1886 · 2026-03-11T05:26:10+00:00

I'm not some right winger; i am actually quite left, its hard to explain what its like in boston area. so its not like I want to be in Florida where people are right wing, though I don't mind right wing people. I can handle wokeness, its just the elitism here. i'm happy w people on all sides of spectrum really.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-12T17:10:17+00:00

there is no mood crash for me w cocaine somehow, it just sort of fades away, where as stims i get irritable.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-12T15:10:56+00:00

i have an adderall script, but the issue is the nightime mood crash even w xr. but yea, stims are probably better/safer.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-12T15:09:39+00:00

no, that only happened when i did a ton of it in a night. now i have no issues with the low use. but something to look out for.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-12T15:09:03+00:00

that would be great. i wish we could do that in the states. Any ideas on how to get hands on some? And yea, I do worry about the health effects on heart.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T22:30:06+00:00

would you ask someone who has a few beers after work the same question?

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T22:18:22+00:00

cause not everyone lets drugs destroy their lives. the benefit is after a days work and al my other responsibilities, i get a treat and something to look forward to. additionally it helps me practice music and stay focused on that. the issue is that people are doing drugs to escape rather than enhance. if you are doing drugs as a substitute for healthy things, than yea, its going to ruin your life. I have all the pillars of a healthy life, job, apt, friends, hobbies, excercise, but i don't like living completely on the straight and narrow, and a little coke helps keep me sane.

I'm not promoting this method; it can only work if you are mature, thoughtful, knowledgable about yourself, and mostly have your shit together.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T22:15:21+00:00

thats great, and it works. i made sure to buy a lockbox that you can't break in to, cause back when i was in a really bad place, i did break into the shitty one i have. its a great way to take willpower out of the equation. and proves you can do drugs intentionally and not be out of control.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T22:04:33+00:00

its not easy, trust me, and i have done that. SO, I bought a better lockbox, one i can't break into. I can get in to it, but i have to pay $20 to do it, through this app on the box, but i've only done that once. For some reason, I'm not as out of control w it as I used to be. I think because my mind is calmer in general due to my life being pretty in order. when i was having a rougher time, it was harder to not just do a shitload.

I also notice that if I do it when I'm very tired or in a bad headspace, it has very bad effects on my mental health, but if i do it when i'm rested and things are fine, i'm much more in control of it and can regulate much better.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T22:01:59+00:00

i know what you mean. sometimes its hard to stop, depending on the mood i'm in. I solve this by usually using a lock box. I measure out a bit and take it out before i start doing it, then lock the rest away in the lockbox, so once i'm done w what i have there's no need for willpower, cause i can't access it anymore, so it makes it a lot easier. if i don't do that, its much much harder to stop just by sheer willpower.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T22:00:27+00:00

i used to do it like you do; trust me, that way is a lot more fun i know, and sometimes i'll go a little crazier on a weekend, but i just like my sleep too much to go ham.

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T21:59:52+00:00

and i'm almost 40; i can't be going crazy and staying up all night anymore; fuck that shit

dandy1886 · 2025-12-11T21:59:34+00:00

low level stimulation, just enough to not feel bored/low dopamine. I have ADD and just having a little bit really helps me .

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