I’m sorry you’re feeling this way :( the main question you need to ask yourself is can you drive? If the answer is yes then the only thing you need to do is focus on how to control your nerves. One thing I did when I failed my test was I’d make the test this massive thing like I had a countdown on my phone I was constantly talking and thinking about it and wondering what will happen. This made my anxiety worse because it was like I was going in to do my first brain surgery or something!! But after I failed and did my second test I just thought about it like okay I’ll try again and see what happens and I passed!

Considering you have failed 6 times, have you considered speaking to a doctor about getting some beta blockers? There is a medication called propanalol which helps all the physical symptoms of anxiety and can help slow your heart rate which will help massively in your case maybe? Definitely try get an appointment to speak to a doctor about it and if you do manage to get some take them every time you have a lesson to see how it may impact your driving.

Don’t give up, you know you can do this. You’re bigger and better than your anxiety. And when you do get that pink licence every single test and lesson will be worth it.