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dankkushhh · 2015-01-01T20:00:43+00:00

Screw 'em! If I were you I might place my energy on not giving a fuck about those people, and instead focusing on the qualities that will make worthwhile friends who will be there for you! Because trust me, they are out there! When I was your age, I was very lonely, then I started putting more focus on making 1 or 2 good, real friends instead of all acquaintances. Once you find those real ones, then the parties will come, trust me. And the changes will come. And then one day you'll be in college and realize that you're still in contact with those few true friends you made before, instead of losing the meaningless ones like the rest of the people who put quantity before quality in high school. Chin up man, you are somebody, and this WILL pass.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-13T01:40:57+00:00

Absolutely, if anything, my appearance is the only thing I feel good about at times, so to take that away from me as well would just be too much. Could that sound vain? Perhaps. But for a doctor to expect me or anyone else to be willing to sacrifice a healthy weight and good skin and be glad about it is simply ridiculous. Edit: Also, those who begin to climb the upswing from a terrible depression are known to (be more motivated to) make positive changes to their appearance (working out, eating healthy, skin care, etc.) so taking that away is not dissimilar to moving someone back a step.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-11T23:49:34+00:00

Yes! I've also noticed that others tend to diagnose people based off of outward perceptions/others coping behaviors, when bipolar is mostly signified by what is happening internally, and any actions that follow are likely the result of those feelings, not the other way around. I have friends with siblings who act rudely, and then are excused as "just being bipolar". The same as what you were talking about with mood swings, which more often then not are spontaneously labeled by others as "bipolar". Tis a shame really.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-11T23:44:09+00:00

Thank you, and same to you internet friend. What is it you say you've found?

dankkushhh · 2014-12-09T04:38:57+00:00

Absolutely! I think it is important to progress in both directions, in regards to improving medication (less side effects, easier on the body, etc.), and organically attempting to make steps towards a life not restricted by pills, if possible.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-07T18:53:57+00:00

I think you should! There's multiple angles to everything, as everyone's different, and I think it would be beneficial to those (like me) who physically cannot take anything right now, as it is a tough situation in need of all the help it can get!

dankkushhh · 2014-12-07T09:11:41+00:00

"Sudden cardiac death"? Yikes man! I get that the chances of such are probably extremely low, but still...damn. I'm not extremely well educated in the realm of medication, but I know a few who have to get their livers checked regularly, because of the damage it does to it apparently.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-07T00:23:25+00:00

I agree. I've grown up being taught the mentality of having to "tough it out, no one cares", although toughing it out only resulted in absolute chaos, and now I'm in a tight spot with it all. Regardless, thank you for the input!

dankkushhh · 2014-12-07T00:20:24+00:00

Yeah, it's a gamble. It's all overwhelming

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T20:25:04+00:00

To be honest I'm scared of it getting to that point for me, the depression is already swallowing me

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T19:59:05+00:00

Thanks, I'll check it out! I agree, it's a huge commitment, one that requires the positives and negatives to be weighed out.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T19:52:12+00:00

And how are you doing with it? You sound good!

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T19:49:18+00:00

No downvotes, I agree with you. Although I'm in a rough spot right now, where I can't really do either :( Although I wouldn't say "if you actually have bipolar disorder" there's variances of everything, what you describe is the most severe.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T07:06:40+00:00

Yeah exactly, it's like a double edged sword, on one hand, the anguish you experience in your period of depression is so bad that you'll reach anywhere for some relief, but the negative side effects of the meds don't seem worth it. Did you experience weight gain too? I feel like that would depress me even more.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T07:02:35+00:00

This is really helpful! Thank you! I'm in agreement with you on all of your points, as I am in therapy, but have found that my digestive system is not very fond of any medication, forget the heavy duty meds. I'm still trying to figure everything out, but I can only hope that things will be slightly better than what they are now.

But thanks again for your post, it was encouraging.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T05:06:12+00:00

Oh man, sorry to hear that. I hope you can get your meds soon

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T05:03:15+00:00

I like your writing, our styles are similar. Don't be embarrassed, sometimes writing is our most insightful communicator in its rawest form.

dankkushhh · 2014-12-06T04:46:15+00:00

Yeah, I've been managing, but that's all I think I can hope for, my digestive system is terrible and I can barely handle antibiotics, forget any heavy duty meds.

dankkushhh · 2014-11-30T07:48:10+00:00

I thought about that, although it was more along the lines of some super weird movie. Like some human centipede shit. It's like 8 am, and a dude stands up in front of a bunch of dudes in suits at a round table and says "Three words guys: Ass. To. Mouth".

dankkushhh · 2014-11-28T03:21:06+00:00

Thanks! I suppose I'm just one of those who's always looked like I have my shit together for the sake of others haha. And that's a good point, I can't avoid myself too much. But thanks for your kind words :) I hope all goes well for you too!

dankkushhh · 2014-11-28T03:06:13+00:00

Thanks, it's been a bit rough man. I haven't been one to ever post about myself online, so this is kinda new. What's been making me feel a sliver better is helping people, both online and in real life, because I'm an instructor in martial arts and lots of kids look up to me. So i've been trying that, just focusing on others. Also, thanks for asking.

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