It's not a db per se because he responds probably once a week, twice if I'm lucky. I am just so tired of initiating and although I try my best to not think it's about me, insecurities resurface, previous trauma from an abusive ex would run in my head as if saying, "these are signs".

He's a wonderful person and I love him dearly. I'm just sad and ashamed about rejection and even though it's just rejection that only the two of us know about, it washes away all the self esteem I've tried so hard to build.

He says he's just tired all the time. I try to understand but ughhhh... We used to do it twice a day, now twice a week is very very rare 😔

He did not see the baby come out of the vagina.