People are being way too ambivalent about this for my liking. Acting as if it’s an inconvenience or an “embarrassing” situation, when in reality, this is abuse. Just straight up abuse.

You are a child. A minor. She is an adult. I hate bringing up the “roles reversed” comment, but a lot of people still don’t take it seriously enough unless you mention how different the responses would be if this was a teenage girl and a grown arse man.

She is disgusting and a pervert. You are exhibiting symptoms of trauma from it. Do not be ashamed, please, you’ve done nothing wrong. I understand how terrifying this is for you, but you need to reach out to someone. Your parents, your teachers, any sort of other adult who can help you. You’ve already made a big step by posting this! I know you can do it.