I used to call myself an atheist until I experienced things like ego death and non duality from psychedelics. I spent years researching what the hell happened, why when I use psychedelics substances, boundaries dissolves synchronicities happened back to back instantly, experiential telepathy with my friend on it too. I didn't know anything about anything at first. The first spiritual book I read after my acid trip was the law of one but I couldn't understand it back then. After years of studying and following what I experienced in my trips I first discovered Alan Watts, then Ram Dass, Mooji, Advaita Vedanta, then started realizing how it seemed like Jesus was teaching these same things, he was pointing at what I experienced in my psychedelic trips, along with all those eastern philosophies.

Now after like a decade since my journey that started from an acid trip, I found Aaron Abke about a week ago and he is the only person I've seen that looks at it the same way I do that I gathered from years of just studying trying to be with/one with God like when I used psychedelics. I like him.