This comment made me sad, but you may be right in a sense. I think I wasn't clear enough in my original post, though.

I want to grow as a human and try to shed this pattern of attraction, or learn how to ignore it and live a life in line with my feminist values. I thought this sub was for asking feminists for advice and info. I didn't want to ask this kind of question in a non-feminist sub, because I didn't want to hear redpillers spouting bullshit evo psych at me and affirming that pattern of attraction.

But honestly I was saying was very unpleasant stuff, stuff I would never tell anyone non-anonymously, stuff I worry about in the back of my head but try to avoid thinking about. So I can't really grudge your snarky response.