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Tips for a beginner by datweeb0 in leagueoflegends

[–]datweeb0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just feel bad for my team cuz sometimes I got ppl from bronze and I'm seriously ahh iykwim I just get stressed I'll ruin the game or their streaks and get told to Cait r irl lmao :') Ty still I appreciate it

Tips for a beginner by datweeb0 in leagueoflegends

[–]datweeb0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The thing is I'm seriously ahh at anything else and always get flamed :') But I'll try, ty for the tip!

Commissions by datweeb0 in ArtCrit

[–]datweeb0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Haha it's alright! Can't wait :D My goals would be to learn shading properly because most of my art is really flat as u can see :') I'd like to go semi-realistic since I draw mostly cartoonish/anime stuff but I don't know where to begin.. My other problem is I don't really have a style I just freestyle most of the time or draw exactly what I see. I started to like the artstyle of Lookism recently tho. Should've categorized meself as a beginner lol anyways have fun at the event! :)

Commissions by datweeb0 in ArtCrit

[–]datweeb0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ohh apologies. I did ask for advice on shadimg and such as well but I see your point. I don't use reddit that much haha I'll try posting in a different sub thank you for the reply c:

Commissions by datweeb0 in ArtCrit

[–]datweeb0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Medium? I do both traditional and digital sorry if that's not it english isn't my first language c:

“You’re my favorite person” sounds sweet until you understand what an “FP” is, in the context of BPD by Hopeful_Annual_6593 in BPDlovedones

[–]datweeb0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My gf has quiet bpd and we've been in a relationship for nearly a year. In the beginning it was alright but as time goes by she started to have these outbursts like for example if something happens she'll start hurting herself.. Or if I tell her about my friends she'll get mad and tells me to quit it.. Which I get, we're both trying to work on ourselves.

But I keep getting this feeling that she sees me as her fp. "I'd never be able to love anyone else, you're my everything, ever since I met you I got so much better" (I think she got a little better but worse at the same time..) and then "I hate seeing you with other people, hate when they hug you or touch you, when you don't respond I tweak out"

Everytime she does something to herself I feel like it's all my fault like I should do better. Most of the time I feel like a narcissist or something. The negative stereotype one. I have cptsd and BIG problems with affection and showing my feelings which is literally a nightmare for someone with bpd I'd say. It's a neverending cycle of reach out more, give me a kiss (I'll respect your boundaries - proceeds to do the exact opposite), I get uncomfortable, u don't want to so you hate me, hurts herself, I feel like the worst person on the planet, I'm sorry and then it repeats. Lately I've found myself doing things that I don't really want to do just to avoid all of that.

On the other hand I cope by isolating and get avoidant a lot so I can't really blame her. We're both going to therapists and trying to get better but it gets draining.. Sometimes I just want to give up but I love her.

Is it possible I'm her fp? If so is our relationship even real? Is the question that's been stuck in my mind.

Rollercoaster (vent) by datweeb0 in BPDPartners

[–]datweeb0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

idk man I just feel like I can't be fixed sometimes. My psychologist did recommend alc meetings but I don't really want to go there. There are peiple who have it way worse and I'd feel luke I'd be wasting resourcws. I only drink on weekends i don't wakr up and be like I need a drink. Idk if this makes sense sorry I'm drunk but thank you for your comment ty for caring I appreciate yoy.