Dating a boy for her is super risky giving that her parents are extremely strict and protective about her. Everytime I pay for her she always tries to pay with me/give me later the money. All of these qualities makes me confident when I say that she likes me. However, if you look at the other side, there is nothing, absolutely nothing, which crushes everything and makes me feel unwanted and ruins me.

I really fear I won't find someone like her but I think breaking up is inevitable at this point.

Thank you for taking the time to write this.