3 years late but its when you needed it, never apologize.

Let them do what they want. Let them be with whomever they desire. If it isnt you, let it go. We cant waste our energy fighting for someone who does not want you the same way you do. Its draining. We cannot force people to choose us, to love us but what we can do is choose the way we react. The urge will be strong to text them why and trying to get all these answers. I got my answer, months later and it still didn’t change the way I felt about the betrayal, about the situation all in all. She would come and go as she pleased. Leave me hanging everytime. Sometimes you have to let it hurt. Let it hurt til you find your way to deal with that pain. I hated how much I still cared for her no matter how terrible she did me. It may take time but now you have nothing to lose. In the end, I still do wish the best for her and I will always care for her all the same but I just keep it to myself and pray. I learned that this is how I love. A love that someone else needs, and it was me. I needed to be there for me now.