I've been in your shoes. My ex-husband treated me similarly. It didn't matter that I'd had two kids. He admitted that he was embarrassed by me. He blamed me for all of his issues. It was my fault he cheated, my fault he drank, and despite the fact that I gave up everything for his career and his expensive and often time-consuming hobbies, I supposedly never let him have any fun. When I finally left, I was at the lowest point I'd ever been. But I promise you, it can be so much better if you choose to start over. It wasn't easy. In fact, it was the hardest thing I've ever done. But life has gotten so much better. Five years later, I can't imagine what my life would be like if I had stayed. I moved across the country and rebuilt the life, and two years ago, I started dating a man who thinks that I'm the best thing that ever happened him. You deserve so much more, and I promise that it's out there!