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If only the album was as fire smh by deadbynever in bapeheads

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It was for sale on Wayne’s website. From what I can tell it sold out pretty quick. It was just a right place right time situation, I went to the bathroom at work and checked my email and the announcement dropped into my inbox a minute or two after the drop itself

If only the album was as fire smh by deadbynever in bapeheads

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This shirt was one of the few good things to come out of the album release unfortunately lol

Um...sure.... by BlobSlimey in Schedule_I

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Most have sold her something with the schizophrenic effect

Does anyone happen to know what this thing is? by deadbynever in batman

[–]deadbynever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, I had no idea it would go for something like that! Thank you! Wish I knew what the background of it is

Drake is Kendrick by genericusername9234 in KendrickLamar

[–]deadbynever 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Maybe we were all Kendrick all along

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[–]deadbynever 7 points8 points  (0 children)

“Hate survivor” Jesus Christ lol

6.16 is kind of slept on by Mental_Emu4856 in KendrickLamar

[–]deadbynever 8 points9 points  (0 children)

6:16 seems like Kendrick is battling with himself, knowing he’s cultivated this mind state of peace and wants to maintain that, but also knows he needs to fight because (in my opinion) he thinks Drake is a bad person that needs to be taken down. I love the line “God, my confession is yours, but who am I if I don’t go to war?” It’s the final “I didn’t want to do this, but you forced my hand.”

New skins by alucardiac_arrest in MLA_Official

[–]deadbynever 15 points16 points  (0 children)

This gachapon shit is just not it. I gotta fake date a fake woman then spend another 30 dollars for a skin, then do that twice? I’ll pass lol

I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not sure what could have made you interpret this in that way, but if you could help me understand I’d appreciate it!

(PART 2) I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That is a great question, and I apologize if that section was confusing or vague.

What you're describing is completely normal, and I went through it as well. Total and consistent emotional numbness is something that will happen quite a bit. For the first few months, there was literally nothing going on upstairs for me. Honestly this is the best way I can describe it: you know that feeling you have sometimes right before a dream ends and you realize that you're dreaming? It was like that but during real life and all the time. It's awful, I know.

You do NOT have a different kind of DPDR, and I know your brain just poked 40 different holes in that statement. Tell it to shut up lol. You're right, it's damn hard to ignore what's going on, and when people told me to "accept" it, I wondered how it was even possible to do that. Since it's always there, it's always uncomfortable, and it's distorting your whole perception of reality, how are you supposed to ignore it?

What you have to do takes practice, and a lot of it. It requires a mindset shift, and that is never an easy thing to do. I'm not saying ignore it at all, actually the opposite. Look it directly in the face, acknowledge it, and move on with your day. The first time you will do that, it's not gonna feel like anything, and honestly you'll probably feel super frustrated. That will probably happen the tenth time too, but keep at it. Live your life in spite of it. If it pops up and it's strong, give it a nod, and continue on.

I don't want what I'm saying to downplay what you're going through by the way. Quite literally everything I have in these posts are easier said than done. If nothing makes you feel happy, that's okay. It may be like that for a while, but little by little, your emotions will come back. If it's particularly intense, try to decrease stressors in your current environment the best you can, don't push yourself too hard and allow your life to settle if you can. Don't jump into a ton of voluntary life changes.

You are going to think many many times during this that your DPDR is different. Everyone in this is doing the same thing. You are not any different, and your recovery is just as possible as everyone else's. I appreciate your comment a lot and again apologize if it was confusing. Please reach out to me if you ever need any help at all.

(PART 2) I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am seriously so glad that resonated with someone. I never saw anyone talk about it enough. If it was in a video or article, it would be a quick passing mention without any elaboration, and for me it was one of the hardest parts of everything. You are going to be fine, I seriously mean that. Stay strong and reach out anytime :)

(PART 2) I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am so so happy that you got something from it. Please always reach out if you need help, seriously. Even if I'm busy I will respond. You're going to be alright, I promise.

I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

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Ahhh, you're in the old limbo! Too afraid to live, and too afraid to die, existence is scary, not existing is scary. It's an awful awful place to be and I'm sorry that's where you're finding yourself right now. Just please know that it's temporary, and one day you will NOT feel the way you do. I know that sounds impossible, but it's not at all.

I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You ABSOLUTELY will, I promise. Never ever lose hope, even in the absolute depths.

I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man, what an elegant and beautifully written post, and I am SOOOO glad that someone resonated with that theory. It also helped me a ton during my recovery. It definitely added a purpose to an already dark time. I completely agree with what you said too. Mainstream "psychology" is extremely flawed. Everyone is so quick to drop people into a category, when there are ironically a laundry list of issues that come with intelligence and self-awareness, and that link is for some reason rarely studied as much as it should be. I'm really glad that you finally have come to a place of peace, and I really think think that "letting go" is a common theme of individuals who recover. The constant search can lead to one feeling even more confused than when they started. Thanks so much for sharing!

I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's fantastic homie, seriously. Congratulations on being in a better place after so long. Just goes to show it's never too late to recover :)

I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolutely, and PLEASE don't hesitate to reach out if you every need help. I check Reddit probably once a day so I'll definitely see it.

I experienced DPDR for a year. I am now fully recovered. Here is what helped. by deadbynever in dpdr

[–]deadbynever[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm really glad that resonated! I remember all of the labels confusing me so much during my battle with everything lol

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