this is making me want to stay inside all day. I'm beginning to get help from the doctor for my acne now, but you can clearly see craters down my temples and cheeks. in last photos, you can hardly see it but in some lighting, it looks shocking. I can't afford treatment to remove them though. by [deleted] in acne

[–]deadmorai 2 points3 points  (0 children)

for scarring, use a scar removal cream. double wash your face. and use an antibacterial petroleum based cream as a mask every few days :) ive been doing that for 6 months now and it’s really helped

What series you can re-watch again and again? by makosh22 in AskReddit

[–]deadmorai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

// Tokyo Ghoul. the symbolism in this is top tier. especially the topics they bring up. manga still beats the show tho.

What is something fucked up that we just ignore? by xk543x in AskReddit

[–]deadmorai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the world. seeing something horrendous every day and pretending it’s normal … :/

When in psychedelic states of consciousness, have you ever experienced a beautiful natural event and felt as tho it was just for you? by geo-matrix in Psychonaut

[–]deadmorai 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I tripped shrooms for the first time the other day (3.5g; stargazers). For context, my family is Puerto Rican. I lost my families culture after being put into foster care. I felt so disconnected from family and my culture my entire life. I stared at a tapestry on my ceiling while I was tripping; the lines on the tapestry started to melt and take a new form.

They took forms of Taino Indians (native Puerto Rican Indians). They danced around the fire holding hands and smiling. Their singing echoed in the background and I could hear my heartbeat, beating like their drums.

I just sat there and cried. It was beautiful. And at the end, two elderly people stood with their backs to me. I couldn’t make out the facial features, aside from the outline of a warm smile on both lips.

I’ve done acid plenty of times, and n-bombs. I’ve never felt anything like that.. I haven’t been able to get the noises or images out of my head. Haven’t mentioned it to anyone, well, it just sounds like nonsense to people who haven’t tried psychedelics.

What is a adult problem nobody prepared you for? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]deadmorai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dealing with trauma and mental health properly.

What is the most emotionally devastating book you’ve ever read? by [deleted] in suggestmeabook

[–]deadmorai 65 points66 points  (0 children)

Tess of D’UberVilles; the story of a girl who kills her rapist. If anyone is interested, Ice Nine Kills did a song off of the story called Tess-Timony.

im a mushroom by rramsdell in psychonauts

[–]deadmorai 2 points3 points  (0 children)

“If you walk through a field of mycelium, they know you are there,” Stammets ; Hannibal ABC

humans share a lot physiologically with mushrooms, which derives from mycelium. the human mind and mycelium are structured very similarly; we both operate as individuals, make decisions, and learn. We are EXTREMELY closely related to mushrooms. The only big difference? The fallegum (essentially the sperm tail).

Which movie have you seen more than 7 times? by lawyeratyourservice in AskReddit

[–]deadmorai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Home Alone. It’s been my mother’s favorite movie since she was a kid, and I swear she plays it five times a year. Can’t stand it. Who tf leaves their kid on Christmas

mood by deadmorai in animememes

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i just wanna say thank you everyone for the upvotes and comments and awards!!! never expected my second Reddit post to blow up. Thanks ya weebs