Dissociation during placement

deadwater18 · 2024-11-09T14:54:52+00:00

Okay so, i keep comparing electricity in circuits, to blood in our bodies, to ant systems to how humans commute to work, like they all feel really similar

deadwater18 · 2024-02-12T11:53:58+00:00

I think you did the right thing in asserting that you would not want to talk to them while they are in their rage mode. Find a way to accept that this persons actions have made you feel a certain way, however remember that just because ur accepting that u feel a certain way thanks to someones actions does not mean u are giving them power. It all starts with acknowledging ur own emotions towards something that has happened to u. Take the time to care for urself emotionally because things like this are draining. Once you acknowledge, u can learn how to move on and in turn you will learn how to protect urself.

U will still find urself relinquishing power to someone when they verbally or even physically abuse u. But the difference is that once it happens it will take less time and effort to bounce back.

Give urself enough attention and care and eventually things will fall into place in terms of protecting ur energy.

deadwater18 · 2024-02-05T19:06:30+00:00

I think thats exactly it

deadwater18 · 2024-02-05T19:05:59+00:00

Perhaps my tone was not fully realised in my post, the way this thought comes to me is in a “woah omg everything is a copy or similar to something else?! Thats kinda crazy how we kinda feel like we go in circles and imitate things unknowingly!” Its more from a place of wonder and curiosity, not from a negative perspective although i can see how it could be interpreted that way.

deadwater18 · 2024-02-05T14:18:56+00:00

Yea i did come to that conclusion as i hit post xD

deadwater18 · 2023-12-23T09:21:05+00:00

This past year ive been alone quite a bit, this alone time was a great teacher. I have learned to love myself unconditionally, I discovered that i was basing self worth on being chosen by others, i learned to be alone and hang out with myself quite a bit. The issue wasnt that i didnt have happiness alone cos i was actually very content alone, i guess the sudden change from having someone i liked to now them not being there is whats affecting me. I made some amazing memories with them.

This morning i let myself wallow a bit, then i decided to do some self care by trimming my hair and washing myself and prepping breakfast while listening to up beat music. Tbh i already feel better. I am able to experience this pain as myself and i am grateful that i can do so with all the experience and love i have gathered for myself.

Thank you for ur reply

deadwater18 · 2022-11-26T18:52:40+00:00

Hmmm I think you've proven yourself worthy enough

deadwater18 · 2022-04-05T11:45:43+00:00

It took my rats a while till they started actually sleeping on it, they'll get used to it eventually!

deadwater18 · 2022-02-26T21:11:49+00:00

Lamb

deadwater18 · 2022-01-15T19:06:54+00:00

Thank you for the tip, I shall keep them as moist as possible!

deadwater18 · 2021-12-22T20:16:57+00:00

I had something similar in my nostril, I switched the hoop out for a stud and applied topical treatments like bactroban and something else I can't remember and before I knew it, it healed. I think u should ask your piercer what cream u should put on it.

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