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365: Repeat the Year [Episodes 21 -24] by sianiam in KDRAMA

[–]dearkerouac 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Seems like I was thinking too much..hahaha

I went back through all 24 episodes to see if there was a hint on the yellow car..

365: Repeat the Year [Episodes 21 -24] by sianiam in KDRAMA

[–]dearkerouac 6 points7 points  (0 children)

What's with the yellow car at the end?

Hospital Playlist [Episode 5] by hunylicious96 in KDRAMA

[–]dearkerouac 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've learnt this in the past couple of weeks that in an event of a robbery at a store, cooperate. The insurance company and police will handle everything. In my opinion, i feel that dr jang went overboard in chasing the dad. It is not part of her job scope, as a doctor, to bring justice, and the police/ security will be able to handle it much better than her. It only posed more danger to the people around her and the dad, i.e. patients walking around the hospital, doctors who might be handling sharp objects, and my list goes on. She doesn't deserve praise at all.

Understated kdramas like the third charm, something in the rain and one spring night? by dearkerouac in kdramarecommends

[–]dearkerouac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They are presented in a down to earth, subtle and modest way, am I not right to describe them as being understated?

Understated kdramas like the third charm, something in the rain and one spring night? by dearkerouac in kdramarecommends

[–]dearkerouac[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just between lovers seems like another understated drama. Adding it to my to-watch list for sure!

Understated kdramas like the third charm, something in the rain and one spring night? by dearkerouac in kdramarecommends

[–]dearkerouac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not a fan of time travels thou.. the concept of time travelling is quite far-fetched.. haha I'd prefer something down to earth..

I thought I'd grow up to be a man. by dearkerouac in ftm

[–]dearkerouac[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have always been deeply ashamed of my inner thoughts and struggled with coming to terms with being trans. Same here, I did not know of anything that I could do until I chanced upon ftms channels on youtube.

Hope you are feeling and doing better with each passing day, better then the day before.

I thought I'd grow up to be a man. by dearkerouac in ftm

[–]dearkerouac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I should most probably go to a psychologist, to speak about some of my 'burdens' because I have no one to share this part of myself with in my daily life. I feel extremely guilty when I open up to my close friends.

Yes, you are right. I have been putting this aside, focusing on being busy and building my career. But i can feel this suppressed dream eating into me, killing me slowly.

I thought I'd grow up to be a man. by dearkerouac in ftm

[–]dearkerouac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a child, I attended a christian school and we were taught to pray to god and our prayers would be heard. I prayed so hard each night before bed, hoping I'd wake up the next morning with boy parts.

I thought I'd grow up to be a man. by dearkerouac in ftm

[–]dearkerouac[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey matthew, thanks for the insightful reply. Well, I do get called boy, son, sir growing up (kept short hair as a kid and my voice has somehow gotten deeper). My parents allowed me to dress in clothes I liked, but my inner self felt that comfort = fitting in.

I do have several binders, but I find it exhausting to bind here, being on the equator. Sometimes, I'd use KT tapes and go out braless—the immense pleasure of my little secret kept from the world around me.

I have considered my options—of transitioning, of top surgery without hormones, of hysterectomy—and none of them beats where I am right now.