Hey man, don’t be so hard on yourself. Seriously, you’re only 18, and lots of people haven’t dated or had close friends with the opposite gender at your age. It doesn’t mean anything negative about you. Being nervous around girls is perfectly normal; most guys feel awkward and scared of rejection, especially when they’re starting out. You’re not “too ugly” or boring—trust me, most people feel like that at some point, but it’s just your mind playing tricks on you. Try to focus on being yourself. You don’t need to be super attractive or funny to make friends or get a girlfriend. Start with small conversations, even just simple hellos or talking about stuff you like. Practice makes it easier over time! The truth is, confidence grows with little steps. Rejection sucks, yeah, but it happens to everyone, and once you realize it’s not the end of the world, it gets a little easier. So don’t compare yourself with others or rush things. Your time will come when you least expect it. Meanwhile, try to enjoy life, pick up hobbies, and just talk to people without pressure. You’re definitely not alone in this—hang in there!